The Death List Novel - Chapter 709
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“What do you think is a complete person?” Hill looked at Qin Lun in front of him and suddenly asked with a smile.
“A complete person? What kind of problem is this?” Silver-haired elf shrugged his shoulders and replied casually, “An intelligent individual with an independent will should be counted as one!”
“Since that’s the case, Qin Lun isn’t a part of you!” Hill shook his head indifferently. “That guy was probably just a walking corpse with a strong desire to survive before he entered the Broken Star System. He didn’t have any principles or bottom lines. At that time, he was indeed a part of you.”
But in this year of shattering the starry sky, he slowly learned compassion, dependence, salvation, and even love between men and women. Since you have his memories, you should know his request to us before he disappears. He wants to get rid of you, not as part of you, but as a new independent will to live. ”
“Are you saying that he has become a complete person?” Silver-haired elf smiled, but his eyes were icy cold. “Don’t forget, the independent will still needs the body as its carrier. This body is mine, and there is only one soul mark. The ‘Qin Lun’ you spoke of is only a substitute for me when I was sick.”
“Maybe he’ll come back when I’m tired. But you and I both know that the more affectionate he is and the more complete his cognition, the faster his mental problems will heal. His disappearance and my return will be inevitable, either now or sometime in the future.”
Silver-haired elf suddenly spread out his hands indifferently and smiled. “This is an irreversible process. Besides, you, Rand, Grant and Hansen, why do you care about his disappearance?” “I have all the memories of him and Joey. I know what we’ve done together and have no objections to our future team. Why not try to accept me?”
“Trying to accept you?” Hill sighed and pinched his nose. “You just woke up and made a plan to destroy the Dwarves expedition. Not only did you not notify us, you even tried to probe us. How can we trust you?”
“Haha, Hill, have you forgotten? He told you not to trust me, not me!” Silver-haired elf mockingly blinked his eyes and pointed his finger at his chest. “Besides, my plan isn’t much of a probe. He’s part of me. From what you know about me, there’s almost no secret to this plan.”
Besides, I had just woken up, and although there were many new memories to look back on, I personally wished I could satisfy the joy of adventure with my own hands. This plan is not so much a test of you as a process of rebuilding trust and understanding between you and me. ”
“Mm, what you said makes sense.” Hill’s eyes lit up for a moment and he asked cautiously, “So you’re still willing to stay in our team?”
“Of course, my memory tells me that there must be a team in the future. Otherwise, this novel and exciting adventure life won’t last long.” ‘”Since you were able to accept Qin Lun who had no bottom line, then why can’t you give me a chance? At least I’m not worse than him.” Silver-haired elf said confidently, “If you can accept Qin Lun who has no bottom line in the past, then why can’t you give me a chance?”
“Oh, then try to introduce yourself. What’s the difference between you and him?” Hill asked with a smile.
“I said that Qin Lun and Joey are part of me. Qin Lun’s rationality and ruthlessness, Joey’s cruelty and cruelty, I do not deny that this is also my character.” Silver-haired elf narrowed his eyes slightly and looked very frank. “However, compared to Qin Lun, I’m more curious and curious. Compared to Joey, I’m more destructive. That’s all.”
“Stronger curiosity, more destructive desire!” Hill felt a chill run down his spine. Although this Qin Lun in front of him spoke lightly and vaguely, he was as smart as him, and he had already grasped a deeper meaning.
Each member of their five-member team had a strong desire for excitement and adventure. Their curiosity and curiosity were all different from ordinary people. There were both innate inheritance and acquired environmental effects.
Disciple Hansen, for example, had innate inheritance, and his parents, medical workers, were shot dead by rebel mercenaries while travelling to Africa to join the Red Cross. Without a big heart seeking stimulation, it was hard to imagine that the couple would be willing to run to a troubled country to do public service just because of their good intentions.
It could be said that Qin Lun’s curiosity and thirst for knowledge were the root causes of some of their mental problems. But this person in front of him actually said that he was even more curious and curious than Qin Lun …
In other words, this was no longer called curiosity or thirst for knowledge. This was extreme paranoia.
Hill had been worried about two destabilizing factors when the five murderers formed a team. One was Qin Lun’s unprincipled attitude, the other was Clown Grant’s paranoia.
After putting on the human skin ~ mask, Clown Grant was completely different from Grant who did not wear a mask. At that time, Clown’s personality was completely distorted. If there were other murderers in front of him, he would kill his target and companions together. This was proven in the world of World War II.
However, Hill’s initial worries did not materialize. As the number of times these five people worked together increased, including Qin Lun and Grant, they made certain compromises in front of their common interests.
Compared to before, Qin Lun had seldom considered pure interests, and his unprincipled flaws had been alleviated. At the very least, when he was designing his strategy, he would no longer be indiscriminate between the enemy and himself, and would completely pursue his own interests. Most importantly, he had learned to give up on satisfying his curiosity for the sake of the safety of his companions and team.
Meanwhile, Clown Grant no longer willfully wore that terrifying human skin mask. This was the improvement of the two of them.
However, the new Qin Lun in front of him had an even stronger thirst for knowledge than Qin Lun, which was also extreme paranoia. This was a new Grant wearing a human skin mask for many years, and there was no room for compromise.
Sometimes, instead of compromising to the interests of the team for his companions, the team had to compromise because of his paranoia.
As for the desire to destroy, the fireworks of the Killer Demon Team were the most destructive. Unlike the other four, Rand was originally a firefighter. Even after he turned black, he still adhered to the moral bottom line of an ordinary person.
However, even though he was once a righteous fire chief, he could not restrain his desire to set fire from time to time, and he often suffered from accidentally killing innocent people. Firework Rand often said that even if he was executed immediately after taking revenge, it was a crime that deserved to be punished. He would go to hell without any dissatisfaction.
Compared to the other four, there was probably only Qin Lun’s other side, and the dissecter Joey Foster’s desire to destroy was comparable.
However, the person in front of him said that his desire to destroy was even stronger than Joey’s! A more destructive desire than Rand and Joey the Decomposer, who often set off fireworks, is no longer called a destructive desire. It is a tendency to destroy both the self and the external world.
Strong paranoia, coupled with destructive tendencies, how could this be a murderer? This was simply a complete lunatic and terrorist. No wonder Qin Lun had deduced from the clues of those vicious incidents that this person could not be trusted. Those who believed in him would probably be dragged into hell together.
How could a person who was completely unable to compromise, ignoring the interests of his companions, and even showing signs of self-destruction cooperate?
Although Hill hadn’t studied psychology, his years in the darkness of the Earth Federation weren’t in vain. Qin Lun still needed to analyze people, but he could tell the nature of a person from a few words spoken by others.
He was a priest, an old divine staff responsible for listening to repentance at the confession pavilion.
“Looks like you have very strong signs of destruction. If this continues, you will sooner or later self-destruct. Why are you still doing missions? Why are you still snatching Qin Lun’s body?” Hill’s voice sounded tired and hoarse. This was the first time he felt that the problem Qin Lun was facing was so difficult that he was no longer confident that he could help him.
“Hahaha, my premonition isn’t wrong. You are indeed the one who understands the hearts of the four people the most!” Silver-haired elf leaned on his waist and laughed, “Why do you still want to do a mission? Of course, it’s for the sake of being able to carry out a better plan in the future. Just like this time, if I had enough combat strength, why would the two Priest Zhuo Er give up to Rand?”
“What’s the point of destroying us regardless of whether we are enemies or friends? No matter how grand it is, what’s the point?” Hill said coldly.
‘”Hill, don’t lecture me! As for the indifference between the enemy and me, you can’t just talk about me. Didn’t you betray and kill the ghost warrior Michelle who helped you back in the Illusory Demon World? Do you still remember how proud you were when you flaunted that soul-sucking bracelet with me?” Silver-haired elf smiled and shook his finger.
“At that time, I wasn’t used to the identity of an apostle. I didn’t treat the storyline characters of other worlds as intelligent races. I just treated this as a game. It’s different from now.” Hill said naturally.
“Of course, crime is crime. If necessary, I might do it again, but this is different from meaningless destruction and slaughter. Your combat profession is an elven hunter. You should understand that killing for survival is a completely different concept from slaughtering for fun.”
“Hypocritical words! Life is a game!” Silver-haired elf’s expression turned gloomy as he opened the corner of his mouth and smiled, “One day, you will find that I am right. Killing is killing, destruction is destruction. It will not become nobler just because it has a superficial reason.”
He jumped backwards and said coldly, “The broken starry sky is the best stage. Sooner or later, you will lose everything you cherish and lose your goal of survival like me. When that time comes, you will find that I am right. From the day my life was born, it was for the sake of destruction!”
Hill raised his hand, but didn’t say anything in the end. He watched as Qin Lun fell into the darkness.