She Is From The Countryside - Chapter 400
400 Do you want to get along well
“Do you want to see the rooms first?” su wan asked shi yan after they entered the house.
shi yan had been staying in su wan’s courtyard since she came to the su family, so her room was also in su wan’s courtyard.
“Okay, I’ll put down my luggage first.”
he was referring to the luggage that su mu was carrying.
“alright,” he said. su wan was very happy.
she had personally decorated the room and wanted her daughter to see if it was to her liking.
the three of them walked in front. shi yan was a few steps behind jiang che. she tilted her head and asked him, ” “When did you pack your things?”
“after you were called over by jiang rui yesterday, i had nothing to do at bamboo garden, so i cleaned up.” He packed it up and put it in the trunk.
shi yan raised her eyebrows and asked with a smile,”Then why didn’t you tell me?”
“it’s nothing important, so i didn’t say anything.” As he spoke, Jiang che took her hand and interlocked their fingers.
His grip was a little tight.
“What’s wrong?” Shi Yan was puzzled.
“i just thought that we’d be separated later and that we’d only be able to see each other tomorrow morning, so i couldn’t bear to leave you.” Jiang che was very straightforward.
he didn’t hide the reluctance in his eyes.
“Mr. Jiang, we’ll just be apart for one night.” Shi Yan said helplessly. you’re the great fifth lord jiang, so don’t always put on airs and act like a clingy person. if you continue like this, your image as the fifth lord jiang will completely collapse in front of me. ”
Jiang che couldn’t help but laugh.
Her face was warm and gentle, and she had the appearance of a Jade Tree. ” i’ll have to be careful then. i’m not like this at first sight, ms. shi. in order for ms. shi to be infatuated with me, i have to pay attention to my image. ”
Mr. Jiang, you are so narcissistic.
He actually said something about making her fall in love with him, as if she was already in love with him.
alright, even though this was the truth.
……
Su Wan turned around and happened to see the two of them holding hands and talking and laughing behind her. She couldn’t help but feel a little complicated.
Of course, she was happy and also very gratified, but she still couldn’t help but feel a little bitter in her heart.
She had never seen a daughter who could talk and laugh with others.
His daughter’s original personality was really indifferent to everything. She was indifferent and had no desire, as if she had seen all the hustle and bustle of the world. Nothing could easily stir up her emotions?
she suddenly recalled what her husband had said to her that night at the shi family’s residence.
It was because these relatives were unreliable and could not give their daughter a sense of security, so their daughter had prepared a backup plan for herself early on.
did that mean that it was also because they could not give their daughter enough sense of security, and their daughter did not trust them enough, so she had suppressed her true nature and never revealed it in front of them?
was her daughter really happy when she was with them in the past?
Su Wan wasn’t even sure of the answer.
she had given birth to two sons and a daughter, so she naturally doted on her only daughter very much. now that she thought about it, there was only one girl in the three generations of the shi family. since her daughter was born in a family like the shi family, her marriage might not be her own decision.
And as a mother, she had never planned for her daughter to do these things.
did she not realize that as the only daughter in the shi family, she could not decide her own marriage?
not necessarily.
she was just thinking that her daughter had a mild personality and would not care about these things. the entire shi family doted on her. even if they arranged a marriage for her, the partner they chose would definitely be top notch.
The Shi family had indeed picked the best candidate for her daughter. Even as a mother, she was very satisfied with her.
From the beginning to the end, no one, including her, had considered Yanyan’s own wishes.
if they had realized this earlier, the mother and daughter would not have ended up like this.
su yunzhi noticed su wan’s expression. she turned around to look at shi yan and su wan, who were walking behind her, and sighed inwardly.
He didn’t say much and patted su Wan’s shoulder to comfort her.
They went all the way to su Wan’s courtyard.
Shi Yan’s room was on the second floor, separated from su Wan’s room by a study.
The decoration was simple, with blue and white alternating, the blue side of the sky blue, and a light tone.
There was a bathroom, a cloakroom, a desk in the room, a lot of plants on the balcony, and a hanging chair.
“Yanyan, are you satisfied with the room? if there’s anything you don’t like or need to add, just tell me. i’ll arrange it. ”
su wan’s eyes were filled with anticipation, but there was also a hint of apprehension in her eyes, as if she was afraid that su wan wouldn’t like it.
Shi Yan gently pursed her lips.
however, this fluctuation of emotion quickly disappeared. he smiled and said, ” “i’m very satisfied. there’s nothing i don’t like or need to add. thank you, mom.”
She felt that she had done a good job and there was nothing wrong with it, but she did not know that her ” thank you ” was a subconscious act of alienation.
su wan forced a smile, as if she was holding back her tears. ” “It’s good that you’re satisfied. If there’s anything you need, you can tell me or look for your aunt.”
Seeing this, su Yunzhi smiled. then, Yanyan, take a look at the room first. Your mother and I will go to the kitchen and get someone to prepare some refreshments.
They all left, and su mu didn’t stay any longer.
in the end, shi yan and jiang che were the only two left.
After they left, Shi Yan heaved a sigh of relief and looked at Jiang che, her expression a little aggrieved.”i really didn’t do it on purpose.”
” i didn’t want to give anyone a hard time, and i didn’t want to distance myself from anyone. i never intended to disown anyone from the beginning. i agreed to stay here because i wanted to get along well with them. back then, i left so decisively. i was actually very selfish. ”
“i don’t want to see my mother cry all the time. she didn’t like to cry in the past.”
Jiang che walked over and hugged her, gently stroking her long hair. “i know,”
“Don’t rush, take it slowly.”
Most of the time, a person’s rationality could not suppress their true feelings.
after all, she was only nineteen years old. unless she really didn’t care about her family at all, it was impossible for her to be completely indifferent.
it wasn’t easy for her to achieve what she had now.
if this kind of thing happened to other girls of her age, it would be good if they didn’t hate their family for a lifetime, never seeing each other again, and never forgive them. he would never be like her, placing all the responsibility on himself.
She wanted to get along well with her mother probably because she felt that her mother’s frequent crying was caused by her selfishness in leaving home.
She felt that this was her responsibility.
After hugging her for a while, Jiang che said, ” I’ll help you pack your luggage. You can look around.
“let’s clean it up together,” shi yan said.
there were indeed many clothes in the cloakroom, but shi yan still hung up the clothes that jiang che had packed for her.
after they were done, the two of them stood on the balcony for a while before going downstairs.
jiang che left as soon as he got downstairs.
In the living room of the SU family’s main building, su Wan came out with refreshments and cut fruits.
Su mu was busy, so only su Wan and su Yunzhi were at home.
“Fifth Lord Jiang has left?” su yunzhi placed a plate of desserts in front of shi yan. ” these are the desserts your mother and i made this morning. you can try them. ”
thank you, aunty. You can call him Jiang che. shi yan said with a smile.
“he’s busy, so he left first.”
