Chapter 1832: Chapter 51, what she did not know, was his past

Translator: 549690339

Lu Man sat in the car that ye Heng was driving.

Ye Heng was driving a little fast.

Lu Man sat in the passenger seat, her hands tightly holding the handrail, looking at the boundless spring scenery of northern Xia kingdom.

The commander-in-chief had passed away.

But this kingdom did not cry for him at all.

It was just that the walking crowd and important occasions seemed a little more solemn.

“Are you afraid of Death?”Ye Heng asked her.

It was as if he had noticed how she was protecting herself at this moment.

Lu Man Man pursed her lips. “It’s not that I’m afraid, it’s That I can’t die now.”

Ye Heng smiled sarcastically, “Lu Man Man, I really admire your calmness and rationality. I really admire you. No matter what happens, no matter how much the world collapses, you will know what you should do next and what you will do next.”

Lu Man Man was speechless.

Just take it as it was.

She had experienced a lifetime of death.

Therefore, she knew how difficult it was to live in this world..

Alright.

She admitted that at this moment, she no longer had the excitement of being reborn after her death, as well as the cherish and desire for life.

The current her was not sure if her rebirth was done with the lives of others!

If it was…

She really didn’t think that this was heaven treating her well.

Instead, it was a form of punishment and torture.

She had never questioned whether her rebirth was a tragedy before!

Ye Heng’s car sped up again.

She didn’t know where Ye Heng was taking her, so she followed him into the car. Even though she said that she wanted to kill him, she still followed him into the car.

In fact, she knew that he would not kill her.

She thought that no matter how much ye Heng hated her, no matter how much ye Heng felt that she had let Mo Xiuyuan down, Mo Xiuyuan should have told ye Heng not to touch her when he died.

Her heart was heaving..

Actually, it was not that she did not know what Mo Xiuyuan was thinking. She just deliberately made herself not care about this man. She deliberately used her self-righteous self-respect and pride to reject MO Xiuyuan’s persistence and persistence!

She always thought that her pride shouldn’t be compromised for anyone.

She couldn’t do anything to cater to him, but she never thought that Mo Xiuyuan had always been playing the lowly one in their world! She never thought that Mo Xiuyuan’s persistence towards her would be so difficult!

The car headed west.

It stopped at the desolate harbor where she had been kidnapped.

She still had a shadow. There were still some bad images flashing in her mind.

She remembered how Mo Xiuyuan was covered in blood but held her firmly in his arms. She remembered how Mo Xiuyuan would help her fasten her seatbelt when he couldn’t even take care of himself, she remembered how Mo Xiuyuan must have told her when he left her alone to save Yannuo that he would make Yannuo come back alive. She remembered how Mo Xiuyuan had left with terrible wounds after he sent Yannuo back, she remembered how he had said, “I’m sorry, I really can’t treat Yannuo as the only one.”When he had said that, she had actually seen his sadness and helplessness..

Lu Man Man’s emotions were fluctuating in her heart.

After ye Heng parked the car, he opened the door and suddenly got out of the car.

The wind at Haikou was very strong, and Ye Heng’s hair was blown into a mess. It was also at this moment that Lu man saw that ye Heng’s face was pale and so Haggard.

During this period of time, they had really done a lot of things.

They had done a lot of big things!

Ye Heng took out a cigarette and started to smoke fiercely.

Lu Man sat quietly in the front passenger seat, waiting for Ye Heng to vent his emotions.

He was probably controlling his emotions, otherwise, he might really kill her.

He smoked one.

Ye Heng put out the cigarette butt!

He stepped on the ashes with his foot, and after a while, he opened the car door and sat in.

There was the smell of cigarette smoke on his body. He could feel the cold wind blowing on his body, and he looked very cold.

“I won’t kill you,”ye Heng said straightforwardly. “Xiu told me that no matter what I do, I can’t Kill You!”

Lu Man lowered her head.

There were always some emotions that she couldn’t control, and she didn’t want others to find out.

“I brought you out because I think that everyone can misunderstand xiu. Everyone can gradually forget about his death, but you can’t!”Ye Heng said through gritted teeth, “Even if you don’t want to hear it, I still have to tell you. And you, not only have to listen, you have to listen carefully. Remember carefully what the Hell Xiu has been through all these years!”

Lu Man Man was actually against it.

She was still against hearing everything about Mo Xiuyuan.

She was afraid that she would be sad. Under such sorrow, she would be even sadder.

Her current physical condition was not suitable for her to endure such sorrow, but ye Heng had made up his mind. She could not stop him.

She actually felt that if she tried to stop him now, she would feel that she was being a little unreasonable.

He was already dead.

He was already dead..

She bit her lip.

Ye Heng Glanced at Lu Man Man and didn’t want to think too much about it, so he directly said it, “That year, Mo Yuan passed away. Xiu didn’t blame you, he only blamed himself. It was because he wasn’t strong enough that Ah Li left. Xiu once told me this after he got drunk. At that time, not only did he blame himself for not protecting his younger brother, he regretted even more that he couldn’t accept the fact that he had made you mistake him for blaming you for Ah Li’s death. He regretted not immediately taking care of your emotions, and instead made you misunderstand him so deeply! “From the beginning to the end, everything Ah Xiu did was to take you into consideration as far as he could

“After that, Xiu indeed had his mission. He had an unshirkable responsibility on his shoulders, and it was especially obvious after Ah Li passed away. “After Ah Li passed away, my father used a bunch of so-called loyal people to force Xiu to ascend the throne. Actually, there was no need to force him, Xiu would have chosen to do the same. The reason why I told you all of my father’s bad actions was just to show that Xiu’s ascension to the throne and becoming the commander-in-chief of the northern Xia kingdom was something that no matter how determined he was, he could not shirk. He had to do it!”

“And he actually thought of letting you accompany him to build the Mo family together. He even asked me in private, asking me if Lu man would agree to his request if he suggested it? He really thought of letting you accompany her to shoulder the responsibility and burden of the Mo family. Unfortunately, there were always many things in this world that we did not expect to happen. For example, Nan Yue Chun was pregnant with Ah Li’s child and was pregnant with Ah Li’s orphan! I have to admit that Ah Xiu had already lost all his rationality and wanted to do his best to protect this child. That’s why so many things happened between us. You think that Ah Xiu has let you down!”

“Mo Zixi is indeed Mo Yuan’s child,”Lu man muttered.

In fact, she had thought of such a possibility.

However, because she hated him at that time and did not want to have any more entanglements with Mo Xiuyuan, she did not want to delve into the truth of this matter!

And Yi Nuo’s words, saying that she was the only child of ungrateful uncle, had already made her confirm the answer in her heart.

At this moment.

At this moment, hearing Ye Heng say the truth in such a certain tone, her heart still felt a little sour and uncomfortable.

Mo Xiuyuan could not bear to tell her in advance!

Ye Heng pursed his lips. “Otherwise, do you really think that Ah Xiu cheated on you in his marriage and betrayed you? !”

Lu Man Man did not know that she could still answer like that.

She just quietly listened to ye Heng speak again, “Of course!”! Ah Xiu also admitted that when he found out that Nan Yuechun was pregnant with Ah Li’s child, he had indeed let you down. Because he had ultimately chosen to marry you and had chosen to marry Nan Yuechun for his own benefit. To be honest, at that time, Ah Xiu did not need nan Yuechun’s help to stabilize the power of the Mo family. It was only because he had nan Yuechun’s help that it was faster than expected. Nan Yuechun had always thought that her ability could stand shoulder to shoulder with Ah Xiu for a lifetime and create a glorious history on the northern Xia kingdom’s stage. From the beginning, Nan Yuechun only had some political aspirations, but in the end, she fell madly in love with Ah Xiu.”

“But so what!”! No matter how strong Nan Yuechun’s love was, it could not interest Ah Xiu at all. You probably did not know that after Ah Xiu and Nan Yuechun got married, the two of them had never slept together. Everyone knew that Nan Yuechun liked Ah Xiu. Moreover, with Nan Yuechun’s personality, I think it would not be impossible for her to seduce Mo Xiuyuan. However, Ah Xiu had kept his virginity for you for so many years, and you! Other than ostracizing and distrusting him, as well as having all sorts of flirtatious relationships with other men, what did you give up for this relationship of yours? !”

“Yes, because you didn’t know everything about Ah Xiu, you thought that he had betrayed you. There’s nothing wrong with you finding your own happiness. I also feel that there’s nothing wrong with you. You left Wen City to live in that poor and remote place for three years. You also suffered a great blow in your heart. It’s not bad for you to live your own life! However, when Xiu got close to you again and again, couldn’t you be a little gentler to him? ! Do you think that Xiu had a better life than you in those years when you lived in Dao City ? ! Don’t look at how he became the commander-in-chief of a country. Those things that he did in secret could go to the King of Hell at any moment. What do you think this is for? For the sake of consolidating the political power as soon as possible so that the Mo family’s territory could be smoothly inherited by Ah Li.”

“Alright, I won’t say too much about these things. It involves the empire and the country. In Xiu’s words, that’s his business. You shouldn’t use his own business to measure your standards of him. “So, I’ll just take it that the hard work and effort that Xiu has put in these past few years is his own fault. He deserves to be born into that kind of family. He deserves to be so tired to death in this lifetime! I’ll just tell you what Xiu has done in these past few years when you can’t see him!”Ye Heng Glanced at Lu Man Man.

Lu Man Man’s head was still lowered. The car had already stopped for a long time, but she still held onto the handrail tightly.

“He often comes to Daocheng, often. “Sometimes it’s early in the morning, sometimes it’s late at night, and sometimes it’s just a moment when he suddenly thinks of something, and he flies to Daocheng to see you, to see Yannuo’s growth. You know he’s very busy, so busy that sometimes he only has a few hours of sleep a day, but he spends these few hours on the plane. When he comes, he just looks at you a few times, and then silently leaves again. “You can probably imagine how Mo Xiu must have felt when he was watching you from afar. I didn’t dare to think about it. I was afraid that if I thought too much about it, I would really cry!”

“And his uneasiness probably started from your relationship with Lin Chuchen. “That’s why he deliberately appeared in front of you. He was afraid that you would forget about him. He probably did not expect that his appearance would cause you to reject him to such an extent. It would speed up your and Lin Chuchen’s pace. You have no idea how flustered Ah Xiu was during that period of time. Such a pretentious man, such a man who can hide his emotions, has lost control in front of me a few times. Every time, it was because he saw the news about you and the news about you and other men. He was so depressed that his body was trembling

“His initiative was instead hurt and rejected by you time and time again. “Instead, it allowed you to get closer and closer to Lin Chuchen, step by step. It was so close that he was a little afraid, especially when you said that you were going to marry him. You said that you were going to marry Lin Chuchen, and he began to feel uneasy. At first, he was very unstable. During that period of time, it was probably the period of time when I saw Xiu. However, in front of outsiders, in front of his northern Xia kingdom, and even in front of you, he did not dare to show it. He had to control his emotions like a madman because his identity was special

“When Ah Xiu made that decision, I thought that he didn’t want to live anymore. Actually, I didn’t agree with it, but I was used to listening to his orders, so I didn’t reject it. “We need to completely deal with the Minister of the south and eliminate the influence of the Nan family so that Nan Yue Chun can only assist Zixi until she becomes an adult and successfully inherits the position of commander, so that the Mo family’s territory will never fall into the hands of others. All of this was originally planned for two years. I don’t know what kind of stimulation he received, but when he finally informed me, it became a month! “Sometimes, it’s impossible to make such a decision, but Xiu said he could do it. I believe he can do it.”

“My agreement with Mo Xiuyuan was one month,”Lu man said. “At that time, I didn’t think too much about it. I just wanted to get rid of him.”

Now, it was too late to regret it!

“Yes, you’ve always wanted to get rid of him, but he has always wanted to get close to you. He lost the game from the starting line, but he was still willing to take the risk!”Ye Heng said sarcastically, he continued coldly, “In order to end this month’s battle quickly, I helped him make a lot of noise in the court. Sometimes, if he was too eager to do something, it would make this matter especially troublesome. Ah Xiu spent too much energy on suppressing the remaining party of the Southern Minister. He really didn’t expect Nan Yuechun to make a move on you at this time. He has too many things to deal with during this period of time. External problems and internal worries. He really needs to be fully focused and there can’t be any mistakes. This is gambling with the interests of all the citizens of Northern Xia. This kind of huge pressure, if not for Ah Xiu, no one would be able to understand it so deeply!”

“And at that time, Ah Xiu probably didn’t expect that Nanyue Chun would love him to such a crazy extent. Anyone would choose to care about their own family, their own interests and life when facing such a situation. Furthermore, Nanyue Chun wasn’t stupid and knew that everything Mo Xiuyuan did was for the sake of her son Xi’s regime. At this time, the best way for her was to behave herself. From now on, everything would be left to her and Zixi. He didn’t expect that Nanyue Chun would give up this right at such a crucial moment!”

“When a woman is madly in love, she can do anything,”Lu man concluded.

“But you didn’t. “You were too calm, Lu Man Man. You were too calm. You Didn’t say anything or cry, but no one could change your mind. No one could change your decision. That was why Xiu felt so helpless and worried about you. “You don’t Know How Confident Xiu was in the past! “But in you, I don’t see his confidence, not even his self-esteem!”

Ye Heng seemed to pause.

He slowly said, “But you still aborted his child. “I remember what I told you about his feelings at that time, I won’t repeat it now. Anyway, he was really heartbroken, he was so thoroughly hurt but he still didn’t give up on you, but it was still his crazy move. When he found out that you were being chased, Mo Xiuyuan put down everything in his hands and mobilized military aircraft to come and save you. You saw it. The entire Wen city was completely sealed off. The residents of the entire Wen City were panicking. Most people thought that they had suffered a terrorist attack. At that time, no official media dared to expose the situation at that time. Therefore, the People’s hearts were very unstable during those few hours. This was not a good thing for a country. Mo Xiuyuan’s crazy actions would only cause the people to distrust him. It was not that he didn’t consider it, but he still used all of his privileges to save you. “And it was here, right here… We got it, Yannuo was kidnapped!”

“You should be complaining about why Xiu came to save you first instead of Yannuo!”! “Actually, I didn’t understand at the time either. I think you might be more important in Xiu’s heart.”. “I don’t know if that’s the truth. I think comparing the woman I love the most to my daughter is a very cruel thing. And at that time, Xiu chose a very cruel way. He decisively chose to save you. You Don’t understand Xiu’s choice, but you never understand how he felt when he made this decision!”Ye Heng continued, “Ye Heng brought a few people to save you while the rest followed me to track down Yannuo’s whereabouts. We all knew that Nan Yuechun was behind it so it wasn’t difficult to track him down. Very soon, we found out that Yannuo was brought by Nan Yuechun to a warehouse where she had buried the bomb. Not only Yannuo was in there, Nan Yuechun and Nan Yuechun were so crazy that they even brought Mo Zixi in!”

Lu Man Man nodded.

She knew that Nanyue Chun had told her before.

She wanted her to see Who Mo Xiuyuan would choose in the end.

At that time, she was filled with despair towards him. She had a deep-rooted feeling that Mo Xiuyuan would definitely choose Zixi. Mo Xiuyuan would definitely choose to save Zixi first before forcing him. If he was forced to do so, he had to save Yannuo..

At that time, Mo Xiuyuan was also very disappointed with her.

She bit her lips and used a little strength.

“When Xiu rushed over, his entire body was covered in injuries. “Such an insufferably arrogant man. The moment he appeared, I even saw that his body was tilted and he was trying his best to maintain his balance. It wasn’t difficult for me to hide his deathly pale face. Coincidentally, at that time, the border defense was in a state of emergency and the news of the Southern Minister colluding with the country spread. At this moment, he chose to stay. One person stayed behind to save Yannuo. You’re a smart woman. You should be able to imagine what would have happened if the country had been violated because of Xiu’s selfish desires at that time. It would have been a blessing for Xiu to have his name tarnished for ten thousand years. After all, that was just a reputation. Xiu was not such a shallow person. However, sitting in his position, his responsibility to the country would become incomparably ironic. Xiu himself would have to bear a great amount of guilt

“In short, Xiu stayed behind and let me go to the border defense in his place. At that time, I could feel that he had walked into the warehouse with the intention of dying. I left. I didn’t know what happened inside. I could only guess from his words that Nanyue Chun had been begging for so many years that she wanted to drag everyone down with her, including her own child, Mo Zixi. She didn’t want to leave behind the Mo family, so she couldn’t make a promise. Furthermore, Yannuo was still your child. She was jealous of you and wanted you to die. However, compared to your death, Yannuo’s death would be even more unacceptable. Nanyue Chun thought that she had used the cruelest revenge. She thought that she had used all her tricks. She thought that in such a closed space with mercenaries helping her, she would definitely be able to achieve her wish. She still muttered about Ah Xiu’s ability. “I didn’t ask how Xiu brought Yi Nuo and even got Zixi out safely. It’s not that Xiu didn’t want to tell me, but after what happened, he didn’t have the energy and stamina to tell me!”

Ye Heng moved his throat.

At this moment, he seemed to have recalled Mo Xiuyuan’s situation at that time.

He continued, “Xiu is a very wise person who has his own plans. “He can think of more things than any of us. That’s why my biological father felt that Xiu was one of the most suitable candidates to be the commander. Even when Li was still alive, my biological father had hoped many times that Xiu would inherit the position. “And that’s how much I admire him. “I admire him. When Zi Xi didn’t know how to shoot, didn’t know how to fight, didn’t know any martial arts training, and only trained his physical strength, I taught him self-defense techniques. As for this self-defense technique, other than me and Xiu, no one else knew about it. Xiu chose to avoid everyone and taught Zixi because other than Xiu and I, everyone else might have the motive to kill Zixi, including his biological father, Nanyue Chun

“The truth is, at that time, I didn’t understand why Xiu taught zixi self-defense at such a young age. After all, for Zixi, self-defense techniques were not simple. She needed to store a bunch of anesthetics in the hair behind his ear and she also needed to find the opponent’s artery blood. Only by pinching it accurately would she be able to make the opponent lose consciousness and successfully defend herself! Ah Xiu impatiently taught his son Xi, and it really came in handy, a great help! Zi Xi’s actions were equivalent to saving himself, saving Ah Xiu and also saving Yi Nuo,”ye Heng pursed his lips, “Such an outcome is not some so-called luck, it’s real, the wisdom of a strong person prepared with all his heart!”

Lu Man Man nodded.

She admitted ye Heng’s evaluation of Mo Xiuyuan.

She admitted that Mo Xiuyuan was really very powerful!

“Ah Xiu saved Yi Nuo and sent her back to your side. Then, he returned to the border and met up with me. “When he came, I thought he was a corpse. His body was charred, except for the slight breathing. “After he came, the first thing he did was to resuscitate him. He tore open his clothes. There were so many injuries on his body that it made people collapse. Three of his ribs were broken, and the area of the burns on his body reached 20% . His back was basically destroyed, and there were countless wounds on the other parts of his face. The Doctor Who Came to help him was trembling!”Ye Heng quietly described it.

He seemed to feel a little stuffy, so he opened the window a little.

The cold wind blew in.

It made each other’s hearts even colder.

“After patching up Ah Xiu with great difficulty, I initially wanted to let him recuperate well. However, he ultimately had a responsibility that he could not shirk, so he forced himself to stand up. Zhai an should have looked for you, so you called me, right? At that time, you asked Ah Xiu to pick up the phone. I can tell you clearly now that he was still unconscious with an oxygen tank at that time. Because the border defense was in the Highland area, his body could not withstand it. He fainted about three times that day, and his nose bled five times. Then, he was sent to the emergency room twice!”

“I originally planned to send him back before he wakes up. I’ll be here alone, defending the border by myself. This is my responsibility, but every time I plan to do so, Xiu wakes up and uses his identity to pressure me. I’m used to listening to him. It’s really just a reflex, so he stayed behind. “After staying behind, he discussed with me the military layout of the situation that could start a war at any time. On the other hand, he was also doing his best to negotiate. Right now, for Northern Xia, fighting a war doesn’t have any benefits. We Won’t lose, but there’s no need to waste manpower and money! “Moreover, it’s not worth it to go to war because of a Southern Minister.”

“We stayed here for more than ten days. After the alliance of the other countries forced the other side to retreat, the situation was extremely tense. I didn’t expect that the prince of Araki would take the initiative to come over and sign a peace agreement with Northern Xia. He agreed to fight against the invasion of foreign forces with us. “Coincidentally, Araki has always had deep economic and trade relations with the enemy countries. The king of Araki personally went to the enemy country to negotiate. After three days of military negotiations, the other side handed over the minister of the south and withdrew all the troops,”ye Heng said, he then said to Lu man man, “So, you have made great contributions to northern Xia. Because of your words, the prince of Araki has extended a helping hand!”

Lu Man pursed her lips.

She did not know how to accept this credit.

“On the day we moved back to the imperial capital, I heard that you and Lin Chuchen are getting married tomorrow. “At that time, Xiu’s condition… let’s put it this way, he was in a coma all the way back to the imperial capital. “After he came back, he suddenly woke up. When he called you, he was in the intensive care unit. He asked the doctor to remove all the equipment for him and called you. “You shouldn’t be able to tell that he wasn’t feeling well, right? God knows how much he endured at that time. Did you feel that he was silent for a long time when he called you? Because at that time, he was trying his best to control himself and hide his weakness. He was afraid that you would find out that he wasn’t feeling well.”

Lu Man could still remember his tone when he called her. It was a little low, but she really could not tell that he was not feeling well.

Therefore, she did not realize that he was saying goodbye to her..

Her eyes reddened again.

At that time, she should still be blaming Mo Xiuyuan, blaming him for not knowing anything and not knowing what she wanted.

But she did not know what he was going through over there!

“After I called you, his body, which was trying so hard to endure, finally could not help but cough violently and vomit violently. He spat out mouthfuls of blood and vomited all over the bed. I thought that he would die at that time. I saw the doctors and nurses hang a lot of equipment on him. I saw that he was so pale that it was as if he was dead. I saw the doctors hitting his heart with the electric shock that was only available on television. At that time, I was thinking that maybe you could see that scene, or maybe you could see the scene of Mo Xiuyuan being crazily rescued and your heart would soften. In the end, I knew that he did not want you to see his sorry state. In the end, I endured it and did not call you!”

“It was not easy for him to be rescued. He was breathing a little.”Ye Heng looked out of the window at the vast sea. He started to SOB, “But the doctor told us that the situation was not optimistic. It might happen in the next two days. “I was really scared. I called Zhai An, and I had to ask him to accompany me. Since we were young, the three of US relied on each other. We grew up in that cruel place together. I always thought that we did not want to be born in the same year, month, and day, but we wanted to die in the same year, month, and Day! “I never thought that who would leave early. I never thought that Ah Xiu would die…”