Please Permit Me To Love You Forever - Chapter 484

484 I’ve already lost it once, I can’t lose it again
There was a voice in Liancheng Yazhi’s heart saying, ” it’s over, it’s over. Liancheng Yazhi must have hurt Rong Yan’s heart again today and made her think that you don’t want to treat meomeow. It must have made her despair. If it was Rong Yan, if she left again, what would he do? ”

Liancheng Yazhi ran downstairs in a panic. There was only one maid downstairs at the moment. He grabbed the maid’s arm and said, ” “Have you seen Rong Yan and meowmeowmeowmeow?”

The maid shook her head subconsciously in shock. Liancheng Yazhi pushed her away and ran into the courtyard.

Liancheng Yazhi could hear his heart beating like a drum and his rapid breathing. That sound intensified the uneasiness, fear, and regret in his heart.

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Liancheng Yazhi really wanted to give himself a tight slap now. He had been looking forward to this for so long and finally got her back. Why did Wanwan have to do something that deserved a slap?

Didn’t you seek death three years ago? And now, he wanted to do it again?

So what if he was being used? Was it really that important?

At least you’re still useful and can help the mother and daughter. If you’re useless, how can you be a father? how can you be a good husband in the future? A useless man, even he himself felt that he was a burden!

What’s there to be angry about? it’s you who didn’t give him a sense of security, so he doesn’t believe you. Everything you’ve done has broken his heart. On what basis do you expect him to believe you without reason?

liancheng yazhi, you’re a bastard. do you know how sad it is for a woman to raise a child alone outside?

Do you know how painful it is to have a child with a woman? do you know how heavy it is to bear the possibility of losing your daughter every day? you don’t even know these, and you still expect her to believe you? stop dreaming.

Liancheng Yazhi shouted Rong Yan and MeowMeow’s names in the courtyard. He had already lost them once, and he didn’t want to lose them again!

Last time, Rong Yan alone almost made him go crazy …

This time, there were two of them. The two most important women in his life. If they were both gone, he really wouldn’t be able to take it.

The Liancheng family’s courtyard was very big, and the outside was decorated like a Park. There were small flower beds, stone-paved paths, and white Street lamps. Liancheng Yazhi ran and shouted, ” “Rongyan Zhenzhen, rongyan Zhenzhen”

Liancheng Yazhi shouted until his throat was hoarse. He was so afraid that his clothes were drenched in sweat.

Just as he was about to fall into despair.

“I’m here.” a gentle voice came from behind liancheng yazhi. he paused and turned around suddenly. he saw rong yan standing a few steps behind him, wearing a loose lotus-colored long dress. her hair was a little wet as if she had just taken a bath. the street lamp shone on her, making her look like a ‘jade-like beauty’. standing there, she was the most beautiful scenery, drawing his heart all at once, and he could only see her in his eyes.

Liancheng Yazhi’s heart, which was about to burst out of his throat, finally settled down. He rushed to Rong Yan in an instant and suddenly hugged her. His strength was so strong that it could break her bones. After hugging her for a while, he lowered his head and held her face, kissing her lips hard.

With a trembling voice, she said, ” rongyan, rongyan Xuanji, rongyan Xuanji, you’re still here. You’re still here Xuanji! That’s great! I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have left. Yingluo, please don’t blame me, okay?”