Marriage First, True Love Later - Chapter 204
204 A complete end
Seeing Lin Li stop, Cheng Xiang quickly walked over to her.
Yesterday, his mother came back and told him that she had met Lin Li at the airport. She said that Lin Li had gone back with her parents and told him to give up on thinking about her. She also said that the Lin Li He was thinking about was not the Lin Li of the past. She was rude and even pushed her. Most importantly, Lin Li was married. She got married four months after they had been separated!
He didn’t believe it. He didn’t believe that Lin Li would be so rude as to push his mother. He also didn’t believe that Lin Li was married! However, his mother’s solemn look didn’t seem like she was lying to him. His mother said that she had seen the man Lin Li married at the airport yesterday. The two of them were so intimate that they looked like a couple.
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He didn’t believe it. He really didn’t want to believe it, and he didn’t want to believe it. He urgently needed to meet Lin Li and ask her what was going on. However, he didn’t know her address, and he didn’t even have her phone number. He couldn’t find her, so he could only come to Anran, because he knew Anran was her best friend, and Anran would definitely have her contact information!
The last time in the hotel, she said that she didn’t want to see him and that he shouldn’t pester her. She said that whenever he appeared in front of her, she would think of their child who was not meant to be born into this world. She said that she couldn’t forget the way he pushed her away at the wedding and the feeling of the child disappearing from her belly bit by bit. He knew that it was all his fault. He didn’t want her to be in pain, so even if he missed her, even if he couldn’t forget the bits and pieces of their time together, he still suppressed his strong desire to find her and didn’t appear in front of her. He was willing to give her time, willing to wait for her to walk out of the pain. He believed that time could heal the wound between them, let her forget the unhappy memories, and then they would start over. They fell in love again, and the sweetness of the past was restored. He didn’t know how long it would take to heal the crack between them, but he was prepared for everything. He was prepared for the worst. No matter how long it took, he was willing to wait until she fell in love with him again. Then, he would grasp this lost and recovered relationship. This time, he would only hold her in his heart with all his heart. He wouldn’t think about anything and would love her with all his heart.
However, his waiting was not over yet. How could she marry someone else? He didn’t believe that she really didn’t have any feelings for him. He didn’t believe that the ten years of feelings between them were all gone. He didn’t believe that she could be so cruel!
Lin Li … standing in front of her, Chengxiang was panting slightly, his eyes fixed on her.
Lin Li looked straight into his eyes and bit her lip. She unconsciously increased the strength of her hand that was holding her bag.
The two of them looked at each other for a long time. Finally, Lin Li spoke first, her tone somewhat stiff. “If there’s nothing else, I’ll take my leave.” As she spoke, she wanted to turn around.
Afraid that he would never find her again, Chengxiang hurriedly grabbed her hand when he saw that she was leaving. don’t go!
Lin Li didn’t turn her head and said in a stiff tone, ” “Let go.”
Chengxiang didn’t let go, still holding on to her tightly. He looked at her and said with an almost pleading tone,”Lin Li, let’s talk, okay?”
Lin Li closed her eyes in pain. After a while, she turned around and said to him, ” “You can talk, but let go of my hand.”
Seeing her agree, Chengxiang let go of his hand and said, ” “Let’s, let’s find a place to sit down and talk.”
“No need.” Lin Li refused and said in a cold tone, ” you can say whatever you want to say here. I still have to go back to the company later.
Seeing that she had rejected Chengxiang, he had no choice but to say, ” “Yesterday, yesterday mom saw you at the airport.”
“Just say what you want to say, don’t beat around the bush.” Lin Li said, a little annoyed.
After looking at her for a long time, Chengxiang slowly opened his mouth and asked, ” “She said … She said you’re married. You’re lying to her, right?”
Lin Li looked back at him and said with certainty, ” “No, I didn’t lie to her. I’m really married.”
Hearing this, Chengxiang’s entire body trembled. He looked at her in disbelief. That expression clearly showed that he had been dealt a heavy blow. He shook his head in disbelief. how could it be … Impossible, it can’t be, it can’t be …
“It’s true,” Lin Li ruthlessly interrupted his self-hypnosis, ” I am married. I registered my marriage with Zhou han a month ago.
“You won’t. I’m the one you love!” Chengxiang shook his head, his entire person’s emotions somewhat agitated. He suddenly reached out and fiercely grabbed Lin Li’s shoulder, saying somewhat agitatedly, ” Lin Li told me that you’re lying to me. You’re not married. You love me. How could you marry someone else? ”
Lin Li’s eyes were fixed on him, allowing him to grab her shoulder and shake her. She suddenly didn’t understand why she had loved this man in front of her for so long!
Why was it that back then, all she saw was the good in him? he was clearly extremely selfish. When he was enjoying her love with all her heart, he was thinking of another woman. When he watched her hug her, he was also thinking of someone else. He had always treated her as a substitute. The two women clearly had no similarities, but he changed her bit by bit. He let himself grow long hair, and when he looked at her long hair, he comforted the longing in his heart. He had been very good to her for the past ten years. He doted on her a lot, but it was not for her. It was all for another woman. He had transferred all the love he could not give to another woman to her, but in the end, it was not for her. She was just a replacement for the figure in his heart that he could not find. All the love and care became pale and powerless in the face of this reality.
Lin Li, tell me that you’re just trying to make me angry. You’re not really marrying someone else. You still love me. Chengxiang shook her, desperately wanting to get the answer he wanted from her.
Lin Li looked at him and pulled his hand down from her shoulder bit by bit. She bit her lip and said, ” “I’m married.”
“No, you’re lying!” Cheng Xiang excitedly shouted. His entire expression was so excited that it became somewhat sinister. The current him didn’t have the slightest bit of gentleness and gentleness. He completely lost the scholarly temperament that had fascinated Lin Li for ten years.
Lin Li ignored the ferocity and anger on his face and looked at him firmly. I don’t love you anymore. From the moment you left me at my wedding, from the moment you pushed me away, from the moment the doctor told me that my child was lost, I can never love you again! As she spoke, her hands that hung by her sides clenched tightly, revealing her current emotions. In fact, her words not only hurt Chengxiang, but also hurt herself.
No man or woman could let go of their 10-year relationship so easily, but those wounds were pain that couldn’t be erased. She couldn’t let herself get over it and start over with him, so she could only cut everything off and let them be in the past.
Lin Li, I was wrong. I was really wrong. Give me another chance. We’ve been together for 10 years. You can’t just say that you don’t love me anymore. Chengxiang grabbed her hand and said with regret and pain, give me one more chance, give me one more chance, please. I really love you, I really love you …
Lin Li bit her lip hard and didn’t look at him. She was afraid that her position wasn’t firm enough. She was afraid that she would be persuaded. She was afraid that she would miss those ten years of youth. However, she knew that her heart couldn’t get over that threshold. She didn’t want her heart to soften for a moment and make her regret her decision.
Lin Li suppressed the tears that were about to flow out of her eyes and said in a cold and hard voice, ” “Let me go!”
Holding onto her tightly, Chengxiang shook his head. His face was already covered in tears as he anxiously said, ” no, no, Lin Li, let’s start over. This time, I’ll definitely love you with all my heart. There won’t be Xiaoxiao. I’ll only have you in my heart. Give me another chance. I’ll definitely love you well. Give me another chance, for the sake of our relationship of the past ten years, okay? okay …
Shaking her head, Lin Li stretched out her hand to break free from his grasp. She bit her lip hard to prevent the tears in her eyes from falling as she walked past him.
“Lin Li!” Chengxiang looked at her painfully, tears covering his face. don’t be so cruel to me. I love you, I really love you …
Lin Li stopped and didn’t turn around. She only said, ” “Your love came too late, my love can’t move.” After saying that, he left without any hesitation.
Chengxiang looked at her back as she walked further and further away, and suddenly shouted at Lin Li, ” “Lin Li!” Then, he ran towards her, but before he could reach Lin Li, Xiaoxiao, who had run out halfway, suddenly blocked his way and hugged him tightly. She cried and shook her head, saying, ” “Brother Xiang, don’t chase, don’t chase …”
“Let me go, let me go!” Chengxiang struggled as he watched Lin Li walk further and further away. He knew that if he didn’t hold her tightly this time, he would really lose her. He wouldn’t even have the chance to wait anymore. He couldn’t, he couldn’t let her disappear from his life just like that!
“No, I won’t let go!” Xiao-Xiao hugged him tightly and cried, ” “Xiang-Gege, she doesn’t love you anymore, she doesn’t love you anymore, don’t go after her, I beg you, I beg you, please!”
let go! I can’t live without her! I love her! Chengxiang shouted loudly, wanting to pull away from Xiaoxiao, but her waist was tightly held by her, and he couldn’t break free no matter what. Xiaoxiao, let go of me!
“I love you, I love you too!” Xiaoxiao hugged her tightly and refused to let go. I can’t live without you either. I can’t live without you …
In the distance, Lin Li walked to the side of her car and reached out to open the door. She paused for a while and turned her head to look at the two people not far away. After a long while, the corners of her mouth twitched in self-mockery, and then she got into the car and started the car to leave without any reluctance.