The next morning, Zixi called Ye Yifan. “Big Brother Ye, I don’t have anything to prepare at home anymore. Why don’t I come to your medical room now? There’s nothing going on. It would be great if I could help you.” As An Zixi spoke, he looked at the dumplings cooked on the induction cooker. Today was the winter solstice. He heard that there was a custom of eating dumplings, so he specially cooked the dumplings. Because An Zixi had never cooked dumplings before, he gave up the urge to cook dumplings when he saw so many steps on his phone.

Because he didn’t know what flavor of dumplings Ye Yifan liked, An Zixi bought two flavors. One was three fresh shrimp, and the other was pork and cabbage. When the time came, it would depend on which one Ye Yifan liked to eat. Fortunately, An Zixi could eat both flavors.

“Come over now. I’m in the medical room now. I’ll drive to pick you up now.” Ye Yifan put down the work in his hand and said, “This is your first time here. You must not be familiar with the road.”

An Zixi shook his head, “Just tell me the address. I’ll go directly by subway.” She had already found a few routes on the Internet, but she wasn’t too sure, so she called Ye Yifan and asked him. She always felt that it was not good for Ye Yifan to be so busy to disturb him directly, so she suggested that she take the subway.

“Can you do it yourself? Anyway, I’m not very busy right now. I’d better pick you up.” Because An Zixi had come to this city for the first time, Ye Yifan was worried that she would ride alone. Although it wasn’t an important matter, he couldn’t help but want to care about this woman.

After pushing back again and again, An Zixi went to Ye Yifan’s medical room alone. She didn’t want to trouble others with anything. From now on, she had to learn to do it all by herself. Unless she really needed help from others, she would not ask for resources. This idea had arisen a long time ago, but in the end, it had to be postponed because of all sorts of things. This time, An Zixi had to be strict with himself. Leaving Tang Jin Chen and leaving that city also meant another kind of rebirth.

She went downstairs and passed the garden of the community. There were still some unknown flowers blooming in the garden. She did not know what kind of flowers those flowers were, but she felt that they were very beautiful and tenacious. At the very least, blooming in this cold winter meant that they were different from other flowers.

The trees on the roadside shed their luxuriant appearance, Only the dark gray bare trunk remained. When she reached the end, she saw rows of Four Seasons Green. Her favorite tree was Four Seasons Green. She remembered when she was in the orphanage, there were several Four Seasons Green trees planted behind the courtyard. In winter, she could see the green leaves from afar in a snow-covered area.

Today, An Zixi wore a camel-colored wool coat with a white sweater underneath. His lower body was a knee-length black-and-white plaid dress, and beneath his feet were a pair of black high-heeled leather shoes. Was this simple attire and simple life what An Zixi wanted?

It wasn’t that. An Zixi suddenly understood a truth. It was called accumulating a lot of money, and now she had to learn to endure. Only when she passed through the most difficult times could she reach the other side of happiness.

Her long black hair was quietly hanging on her shoulders. She wore a dark gray wool fringed scarf around her neck. An Zixi could not help but rub her hands in the cold wind. The weather today was really too cold. She felt her entire body tremble from head to toe.

She had long eyelashes, big eyes, and a small face. Even if she was dressed so plainly, people could still notice this woman from the crowd at a glance.

An Zixi smiled at everyone. The moment she stepped onto the subway with her bag in her hand, she felt really happy. Living in that gorgeous-looking circle, but in reality, it was just an inherent disguise for everyone. It was as if even if they were so poor that they only had the money to eat a steamed bun, those wealthy people still needed to borrow money to drink a cup of high-end coffee. Everyone’s pursuits were very different.

After getting on the subway, It’s like squeezing people, squeezing people to death, An Zixi was squeezed into a small corner. She could only see her head wandering around. She felt very relieved when she saw this busy crowd. If possible, she would choose to give up the life filled with business cards and luxury that everyone admired. This kind of ordinary day was what she truly demanded in her heart.

However, there was no turning back in his life. Since he had decided to sail far away, Yang Fan had to be there. An Zixi would not allow him to give up at this moment. He wanted to prove it to himself for the sake of that fake and illusory dream.

The noise in the subway was very noisy. She could only hear Ye Yifan’s very small voice ringing in her ears, “An Zixi, where are you now?”

An Zixi struggled in the crowd and said, “We’ll be there in two more stops.”

After a pleasant journey, he finally arrived at the station. An Zixi found Ye Yifan’s figure in the crowd. Ye Yifan also saw An Zixi, and then the two of them looked at each other and smiled. “Ah, you’ve waited a long time, right? Actually, I found that I’m really close to you. It’s less than ten minutes by car, but there are a lot of people, so I didn’t hear you calling me clearly.”

This city was the same as before. It was prosperous, but it gave off no sense of belonging. Even if she bought a house here and took root, she would not feel that she belonged here. An Zixi did not know what others thought, but this was what she thought in her heart.

“Have you eaten breakfast?” Ye Yifan suddenly asked, his voice still so gentle and pleasant to hear.

“I’ve already eaten. What about you?”

“Me too.”

Truth be told, she was a little nervous when she first came to Ye Yifan’s workplace, and she would work with him in the future. What should she do if she caused him unnecessary trouble because of her own mistakes? She frowned when she thought of this.

Ye Yifan seemed to have noticed her nervousness and patted her head. His voice was gentle and calm, as if he wanted him to be at ease. “What’s wrong? I was worried early in the morning. Tell me when I encountered any difficulties.”

What great difficulty could she encounter, so she did not conceal her thoughts and said it out loud.

“Big Brother Ye, if I don’t do well, just point it out. Don’t be embarrassed.”

Seeing what she said, Ye Yifan smiled. “What can I not be satisfied with about you? I don’t think you need to worry about your illness. My work here is very relaxed and there’s no need to worry. On the other hand, you always have a nervous expression on your face, which makes me worry in vain.” As Ye Yifan continued, he glanced at her with embarrassment written all over his face.

Today was the first time she came to Ye Yifan’s medical room. She couldn’t help but feel a little nervous. She finally had a job that could support herself. When did she remember that she would end up in such a situation? It was hard to say how bad this situation was. You weren’t bad at all. At the very least, An Zixi met him when he was fragile.

As for Ye Yifan’s kindness towards him, He could only stay with friends or siblings like Ye Yifan said, She won’t fall in love with any man until she’s good enough, That outstanding person was not only worthy of her appearance, but also of her psychological qualities and her ability to adapt to setbacks. The current her was far from what she had expected. Even now, when she slept at night, she could not help but meet up with the words Tang Jin Chen had said to her in the hospital that day. Those words had never disappeared from her ears.

Then, in her dream, she saw Tang Jin Chen hugging another woman. That woman was none other than Li Qing. The man who used to protect her was actually with Li Qing. When she woke up, the corners of her eyes were wet. She realized that it was just a dream. She didn’t know whether she should be happy or sad. Why was Tang Jin Chen lingering in her life? Even though she was in another Di Sang, she still remembered the things that had happened between her and Tang Jin Chen.

She swore that she would not let herself make the same mistake. She would definitely take revenge on Tang Jin Chen, not for others, but for the dead child in her stomach!

However, Ye Yifan’s few ordinary words made An Zixi feel warmth from the bottom of his heart. Probably because it had been too long since anyone had spoken to her like this.

There was also the possibility that one day she would completely forget about that man and live a normal life, get married and have children and erase the national ball and start over again.

Just how likely was this? Perhaps it would never happen. An Zixi was willing to bet on her for the rest of her life. Perhaps the outcome would be very different.

Since when did her demands on life become so low? An Zixi smiled and said, “Since I’ve come to you, I’d better tell you about my current simple situation so that you can understand me.”

Ye Yifan seemed to be very interested in An Zixi’s matters with me. Then, he said, “You didn’t want to say it before. Why are you taking the initiative to say it now? Haha, in fact, it doesn’t matter to me whether you say it or not. I feel that you are a person worthy of my trust, so I won’t change my mind because of your past experiences. To be honest, I have experienced many things, both good and bad.”

When she heard Ye Yifan comforting her, she was very touched. She did not know that this kindness to An Zixi was truly greater than the heavens. In her lifetime, she would still be able to meet someone who was not related to her and treated her so well.

An Zixi jokingly said, “I think I must have saved the universe in my last life. Thank you. Since you don’t mind, I’ll tell you about my matters. Because my matters are really complicated, I’m worried that you won’t have the patience to listen.”

Hearing An Zixi’s words, he raised his eyebrows, and his eyes were filled with doting, as if he was looking at his own younger sister.

She had already told Ye Yifan about the orphanage. Therefore, she continued to repeat the meaning. She simply explained how she had become the mistress of that man and if she had a foetus. She did not want to hide anything about these experiences, nor did she want Ye Yifan to think that she was such a pure and beautiful person again. She herself was not as beautiful as Ye Yifan had imagined.

In this world, How many people are worth opening our chests to tell our own stories, Some people live at the bottom of a well all their lives, so they don’t know how big the outside world is, It was also like some people who thought that the world was dark because they had experienced some tragic things. It was precisely because they met this man who was eager to help her that An Zixi could quietly and peacefully tell them about his ups and downs, but accompanied by some trivial life.

When An Zixi spoke of emotion, the corner of his eyes turned red. He said that he wouldn’t cry, but in the end, his eyes couldn’t help but turn red.

“This is the first time I’ve told someone about my life.” An Zixi murmured, “Do you think it’s strange, but life is so calm? I really want to go back to the beginning. I always feel that life is not what I want, don’t you think?”

“Everyone has their own story. From your words, I can see another you who is different from you now. When I get along with you, I unconsciously think of you as a weak little sister. However, it’s not like you are a wise woman. “I think your life is wonderful. You don’t need to feel miserable. I’m serious. Since you’re in trouble, you need to strengthen your abilities. When you’re strong enough, the difficulties you think you’re facing are not difficult at all.” Ye Yifan looked into her eyes and said, “You have to believe in a strange man’s evaluation of you, because my evaluation of you will not bring harm or benefit to me.”

An Zixi listened carefully to Ye Yifan’s words. Actually, Ye Yifan was only using another method to comfort herself. She knew very well what kind of person she was. No matter how sad things were, they would no longer be so serious under her casual description. Therefore, in An Zixi’s heart, it wasn’t as difficult as she imagined, was it?

“Do you think I’m not a good woman? Haha, even I think so myself.” An Zixi clenched her hands tightly. She ignored many details and only gave a brief account of what had happened. There were no other thoughts or emotions mixed within.

Ye Yifan raised his eyebrows. In fact, he admired a woman who had experienced so many things and still maintained an optimistic attitude.

“Don’t talk about yourself like that. Everyone has their own experiences. I don’t think you’re a so-called bad woman. I just think you’re very strong. Many women can’t compare to you.”

An Zixi blinked his eyes and raised the corners of his mouth in an appropriate arc. Then, he slowly said, “Thank you for saying that. In the future, we should get along like before. That man, I will not give up so easily. Just like you said, I must make myself strong now!”