Falling in Love with My Contracted Husband - Chapter 277
Chapter 277 Make Up One’s Mind
An Zixi’s tears were drenched in wet pillow towels. Time and time again, she tacitly acknowledged the tears that had fallen, a wisp of sorrow and pain.
A teardrop hung on her beautiful cheeks. She buried herself in a long deathly silence. For a long time, she could not convince herself to pull herself out of this pain.
The more she wanted to forget, the more obvious those memories and Tang Jin Chen’s face appeared, pestering her like a ghost, making it impossible for her to pull them out.
No matter how sad a person’s heart was, life had to continue. Moreover, An Zixi was still pregnant, so after crying for a while, An Zixi forced himself to be strong, cleaned himself up, and lay on the bed.
However, because she saw Tang Jin Chen again today, An Zi Xi’s emotions were too intense. She lay on the bed for a long time, tossed and turned for a long time, but still couldn’t fall asleep.
She only struggled in bed until almost dawn before barely falling asleep.
Although she had fallen asleep, An Zixi had not slept peacefully. In her dreams, there were only fragments of her previous relationship with Tang Jin Chen, one after another. Happy, happy, sad …
In the end, everything gathered into a fragment. It was the scene of her leaving alone when she was abandoned by everyone.
When she dreamed of this scene, An Zixi was extremely frightened. She did not want to face such a situation. She did not want everyone to abandon her.
An Jia, Tang Jin Chen … Although these people had hurt her before, it was undeniable that they had occupied an extremely important position in her heart …
“No” An Zixi cried out in his sleep and suddenly woke up.
An Zixi, who had woken up from her shock, lay quietly on the bed for a long time. Then, she was stunned for a long time, and her mind was blank. She did not know what she was thinking.
After a while, she slowly reached out and wiped the corner of her eyes. Sure enough, she saw the water stains on her fingertips.
An Zixi looked at the water stain for a moment and smiled self-deprecatingly. She thought that after such a long time, she could completely let go of it. However, she did not want to. She had only forced herself to not dig him out.
During this period of time, she desperately forced herself not to come into contact with things related to the past. She did not think about the past because she did not want the past to interfere in her current life.
After telling a lie for a long time, the person who lied would even think that this was the truth. Just like how she was now, she had been lying to herself in her heart. She had completely let go of it, but she did not want to. She and Tang Jin Chen had only met, and they had easily lured out the emotions that she had desperately suppressed during this period of time.
In the final analysis, Tang Jin Chen’s influence on her was too great.
Tang Jin Chen, you are an unavoidable calamity for me.
After thinking for a while, An Zixi shook his head and temporarily threw away the messy thoughts before getting ready to get up.
When she woke up, An Zixi casually glanced at the alarm clock beside the bed. It was only seven o’clock in the morning. From the looks of it, she hadn’t slept for more than three hours last night.
‘”Ding dong–” An Zixi had just tidied himself up in the bathroom when a doorbell rang.
An Zixi did not think too much about it. He only thought that Lin Qiyuan had brought breakfast with him. After all, Lin Qiyuan had come here at this time in the past.
“An Zixi …”
“Bang–”
What happened next completely exceeded An Zixi’s expectations. She closed the door of the room in shock, then leaned her back against the door and panted heavily.
Damn it, she never imagined that Tang Jin Chen’s speed would be so fast. We just met last night, and today we already know where she lives and came to find her.
An Zixi calmed down her aura and turned around. She looked outside through the cat’s eyes and saw Tang Jin Chen standing outside calmly. She didn’t know if it was her illusion. She always felt that Tang Jin Chen’s calm exterior still carried a trace of helplessness and pitifulness.
Outside the door, Tang Jin Chen was indeed feeling a little helpless. He did not expect An Zi Xi to have such a strong feeling of rejection towards him now.
He actually avoided him like this and refused to come into contact with him.
“An Zixi, can you open the door for me first?” Tang Jin Chen stood at the door and shouted at An Zi Xi.
An Zixi heard Tang Jin Chen’s voice and paused for a moment. For a moment, his heart was in turmoil and he didn’t know what to do.
After thinking for a while, An Zixi finally chose not to care about the people outside the door and did what he should do.
After Tang Jin Chen finished shouting, he waited for a long time, but without waiting for the movement inside the door, he knew that An Zi Xi probably didn’t want to pay attention to him.
Tang Jin Chen had been rejected by An Zi Xi. He felt a little helpless and reached out to rub his nose. Then, he planned to leave this place first and make plans later.
Before Tang Jin Chen could leave, he ran into Lin Qiyuan, who had brought breakfast with him.
“What are you doing here?” Lin Qiyuan looked at Tang Jin Chen with a frown and questioned him.
Hearing Lin Qiyuan’s subconscious questioning, Tang Jin Chen felt uncomfortable.
The person who could declare sovereignty to others like this was clearly his own, but now, it was actually another person, and he, who wanted to question him, actually did not have the qualifications to do so.
Thinking of this, Tang Jin Chen’s face suddenly showed a look of embarrassment, making him want to avoid the person in front of him urgently.
“What am I doing here? I don’t think you need to question me. At the very least, you will never have the qualifications to do so.” Tang Jin Chen said to Lin Qiyuan with a cold face. Then, he raised his foot and brushed past Lin Qiyuan.
Actually, Tang Jin Chen was here to do something. It was obvious that there was no need for him to ask anything. Seeing Tang Jin Chen’s figure gradually disappear in front of him, Lin Qiyuan turned his head, took a few steps forward and knocked on the door a few times.
“Zixi, open the door. It’s me.”
As his voice fell, Not long after, The originally tightly closed door instantly opened, An Zixi’s head peeked out from inside. She first looked around vigilantly. Seeing that there were no other people besides Lin Qiyuan, she heaved a sigh of relief. At the same time, an inexplicable emotion surged up. She couldn’t tell if it was loss or something. In short, she felt like she was lost.
“What’s wrong? What are you looking at?” Looking at An Zixi’s actions, Lin Qiyuan understood, but he didn’t expose her and casually asked her.
“No, it’s fine. Hurry up and come in. I happen to be hungry.” Hearing Lin Qiyuan’s question, An Zixi restrained his emotions and smiled brightly at Lin Qiyuan, giving him a seat.
“Yes.” Lin Qiyuan smiled at An Zixi and walked in.
An Zixi closed the door after Lin Qiyuan entered.
Not long after the two entered, a figure walked out from the corner. It was Tang Jin Chen who had just left.
He looked at the tightly closed door at the corner with an uncertain expression. His expression was uncertain, and he didn’t know what he was thinking.
In just half a year, such a great change had taken place between them. He was no longer the person who could enter her house at any time, but the person she needed to guard against at any time.
When An Zixi opened the door, his vigilant expression fell into his eyes.
Tang Jin Chen was thinking nonsense in his mind like this. He stood there motionlessly for an unknown period of time.
“Young man, what are you doing here?” Just as Tang Jin Chen was deep in thought, an old woman who looked over seventy stood in front of Tang Jin Chen. Her wrinkled face looked full of vicissitudes and wisdom.
If it was in the past, Tang Jin Chen would definitely not care about such a person who suddenly appeared. But now, he was very irritated and the old man in front of him looked very charitable. He involuntarily had an impulse to tell her.
“Old granny” Tang Jin Chen’s mouth opened and closed for a moment, but in the end, he still said, “I seem to have lost a person, a very important person to me.”
When the old granny heard Tang Jin Chen’s words, a clear expression flashed across her face. She had lived for so long and had experienced many things like this.
“Then, how important is it? How important is it?” The old granny chuckled twice before asking gently.
“Important” Tang Jin Chen was asked by the old granny like this. A hint of a trance flashed across his face, and then his eyes became slightly empty, as if he was thinking about the old granny’s question carefully.
How important is it? Actually, Tang Jin Chen was suddenly faced with this question, but he seemed to be unable to answer it for a moment.
“Is that so? When she’s not around, you can’t do anything. Even if you do, you’ll always be distracted. You’ll think about how she’s doing right now, whether she’s full or not, whether she’s warm or not. No matter where and when, you’ll always think about her …” The old granny looked at Tang Jin Chen as if she couldn’t answer for a moment. She said softly from the side, then looked at Tang Jin Chen and observed her expression.
The old granny’s words were like a bright light that suddenly appeared in the dark night, guiding Tang Jin Chen in a direction that allowed him to understand just how important An Zi Xi was in his heart.
Seeing Tang Jin Chen’s sudden enlightenment, the old woman knew that he had probably thought it through.
Seeing this, the old granny smiled. She leaned on her walking stick and slowly walked into the distance. She was still saying something softly. She didn’t know if she was just casually chanting or if she was telling Tang Jin Chen, “This person, if you think about it clearly, hurry up and do it. Otherwise, when you regret it in the future, it will be too late.”
Tang Jin Chen listened to the old woman’s words and felt that he had never understood what he should do so clearly in his heart.
What exactly should he do?
He wanted to bring An Zixi back and put him beside him for a long time. That’s right, it was like this. If he could bring An Zixi back this time, then he would protect An Zixi well and never let go again.
After thinking it over, Tang Jin Chen glanced at An Zi Xi’s tightly closed door and then turned around to leave.
Even if he stood here for another day, he would still not be able to solve the problem. It was urgent for him to hurry back and come up with a solution.
An Zixi could only be his.