Falling in Love with My Contracted Husband - Chapter 227
Chapter 227 Missing Love
So Lin Qiyuan took a sip of coffee and said, “Zixi, just now you mentioned that these clothes are not warm enough and have no special meaning. Could it be that you feel that he is not special enough? Do you feel that you can’t express your feelings for the baby?”
An Zixi nodded. Lin Qiyuan continued, “Previously, when you said that you bought clothes in Singapore, it was very simple and you didn’t feel that you lacked anything. Let’s talk about the difference between Singapore and you in Singapore. First of all, the clothes in Singapore are similar to those in China, so there is no difference in this aspect. There is only one face to face left.”
“There is only one aspect left? Which aspect is it?”
“A very special aspect. After you came back this time, you completely recognized Elder Xu and Madam Xu. Do you think it was because of this?”
‘”Little Qi, I think there really is a difference between the two of us. What I think is that I probably feel that those clothes don’t reflect my love for the baby. That’s why I feel that something is missing. It shouldn’t have anything to do with my parents, right?”
‘”Sister Zi Xi, if you say so, I don’t think there’s any difference between the two of us. Now listen to me properly, okay? Aren’t you curious why you feel that these clothes don’t reflect your special love for the baby? Isn’t that what Singapore feels when it comes to these clothes?”
Hearing Lin Qiyuan say this, An Zixi became even more curious. Actually, he did think about this question before, but he really didn’t have a clue. Now that he saw Lin Qiyuan’s appearance, it was as if Lin Qiyuan had already seen this matter clearly and thoroughly. That was why he knew the reason behind it.
So An Zixi hurriedly said, “I’m also very curious! But I don’t know why, have you figured it out? Tell me! I’ll listen carefully and see if what you say makes sense.”
Lin Qiyuan nodded and said, “I just said that you have Elder Xu and Mrs. Xu in China, but you feel that these clothes are missing something. Previously in Singapore, you did not think so. What caused this situation? Right now, the only breakthrough is returning to China.”
“Little Qi, I know you’re smart enough to understand, but I’m really curious right now, so please tell me briefly! Otherwise, I’m afraid I’ll be confused later.”
‘”Alright then! I say so because you have returned and felt the love of Elder Xu and Madam Xu for you. You think that this is a real parent. No matter what happens, you will always think of your own child. This love was not felt before you came back and when you were in Singapore.”
“You mean to say, I think these clothes lack this kind of love?”
“Yes, that’s the love. You didn’t know about it when you were in Singapore, so you bought it when you looked good and thought you liked it. But after you returned home, you felt this love. So, this love is very important in your heart now. You want to continue this love.”
‘”Then according to what you said, our thoughts are really the same. However, if we are lacking something substantial, we can still replenish it. But how should we replenish the love that we lack? This seems to be more abstract!”
“Zixi, I have an idea. I wonder if you are willing to accept it. I think that if you accept it, this problem should be solved.”
“What method? As long as it can make up for this love, I am willing to do it. Xiao Qi, just say it directly.”
“Zixi, don’t you like design? Why don’t you design a suit for the baby yourself? If you put all your love for him into this set of clothes, wouldn’t this be the love that the clothes have? Isn’t there no vacancy? And I believe that if the baby finds out that you designed the clothes for him, he will be very happy and feel that you really love her. ”
Lin Qiyuan’s words stunned An Zixi. However, An Zixi had no choice but to admit it. She actually felt that this method was very good. Lin Qiyuan was right, so she laughed happily after being stunned for just five seconds.
After she laughed enough, she said to Lin Qiyuan, “Xiao Qi, you’re really too smart. How could you even think of this method? I really admire you. I’ve decided to use the method you said. I want to design his clothes before the baby is born, but I’m afraid that there will be problems with the sewing process.”
‘”You don’t have to worry about sewing. Just ask your uncle and aunt to help you find a garment factory to make it. Or I’ll help you. It just so happens that I know the tailor who usually sews clothes for our crew. He’s very skilled. When the time comes, your blueprints will be finished. It shouldn’t be difficult for me to give him a hand.”
“Really? Xiao Qi is really grateful to you. When I get back today, I will start designing clothes for the baby and try to give it to you as soon as possible.”
“Mm-hmm, then we shouldn’t have to continue shopping for clothes! You can design your own clothes. Let’s go to some nurseries and buy some daily necessities for the baby, right?”
“That’s right! We need to buy milk powder, diaper and many other things. We’ll try to solve them all at once today.”
“Zixi, didn’t you say that it’s better to give the baby breast milk? Why did you buy milk powder?”
Although An Zixi admired Lin Qiyuan before, she couldn’t help but glance at him and say, “Xiao Qi, this child can’t drink breast milk all the time, right? He needs to be weaned! Doesn’t he have to drink milk powder when he can’t eat anything else after weaning?”
An Zixi’s words blocked Lin Qiyuan’s way. Lin Qiyuan scratched his head embarrassedly and said, “Alright! But Zixi, the baby will still need some time to be born, and it will be even longer before it is weaned. So, isn’t it too early for you to buy milk powder now?”
“Of course, it’s not early. After all, it won’t be long before the baby is born. Time will pass even faster after the baby is born. I don’t have much time to prepare at that time, so it’s better to prepare ahead of time.”
Lin Qiyuan would ask about An Zixi’s words, but he would definitely not object to An Zixi’s words. After An Zixi explained, Lin Qiyuan nodded and said, “Alright then, let’s go buy milk powder after we finish our drinks. It’s getting late. We’ll try to find some back, otherwise uncle and aunt will be worried.”
Of course, An Zixi also knew this, so An Zixi nodded and began to drink her orange juice. Lin Qiyuan also began to drink her coffee. After drinking it, Lin Qiyuan left the money on the table and helped An Zixi leave.
In the next few days, Lin Qiyuan and An Zixi had the opportunity to walk around all the nursery stores. In An Zixi’s words, this was called comparing three stores. If one didn’t see who knew which one was better, they wouldn’t be careless towards the baby at all. They would rather walk for a while and buy the goods.
Although An Zixi took Lin Qiyuan to a lot of shops, Lin Qiyuan did not complain and assumed everything because An Zixi was pregnant. Even if An Zixi wanted to help her with something light, Lin Qiyuan did not agree and insisted on carrying everything.
Because there were too many things on the way, Lin Qiyuan chose to send them back to the car first before continuing shopping with An Zixi. Originally, An Zixi wanted to pay for it himself, but Lin Qiyuan always rushed to pay by credit card before her.
After knowing that An Zixi was embarrassed, he stopped Lin Qiyuan when he was about to swipe his card again and said, “Little Qi, I know you don’t lack money now, but you can’t buy me so many things! I will feel sorry, so I’ll pay for the rest myself!”
‘”Zixi, there’s no reason for me to ask you to pay here. Besides, isn’t mine yours? Besides, these things are all for the baby, there’s no need for you to feel uncomfortable. Just treat them as gifts for the baby, so you just buy them honestly and I’ll pay for them.”
An Zixi knew that she could not say anything about Lin Qiyuan, so she could only agree to Lin Qiyuan’s payment. However, she also planned to give Lin Qiyuan a big gift when he celebrated his birthday or the next movie was completed, so that she would feel more comfortable.
One afternoon, the two of them had visited almost all the nursery stores on the street. Lin Qiyuan had never felt so tired from filming for several days, but he still didn’t show any dissatisfaction in front of An Zixi.
When the two of them returned to the side of the car and prepared to return to Xu Mansion, An Zixi discovered that the entire trunk of the car was already stuffed with stuff. An Zixi couldn’t help but ask embarrassedly, “Xiao Qi, am I crazy this afternoon? Why are we here with so many things?”
Because Lin Qiyuan had always been in possession of the items, An Zixi really didn’t have the slightest idea. Now that he saw the items in the entire carriage, it wasn’t strange at all. However, Lin Qiyuan knew that when he saw An Zixi’s shocked expression, he could not help but wonder.
“Alright, Zi Xi has already bought it. Don’t be surprised. Let’s go home quickly. I think auntie and uncle will be coming home soon. If they don’t see you, they will be very worried. And I think auntie will make a lot of delicious food tonight. I have a bliss again.”
“Xiao Qi, why do I feel that you came to my house to eat my mother’s cooking! I feel so sad that I was deceived by you!”
“Of course not, Zi Xi. I’m mainly going to see you. After that, it’s time to eat. So don’t be sad. Let’s go home now!”
Although An Zixi said something bad about Lin Qiyuan, Lin Qiyuan still helped her into the car. After Lin Qiyuan fastened her seat belt, Lin Qiyuan returned to the driver’s seat and drove away.
On the way, An Zixi frequently turned around to look at the things he had purchased and felt that he was really at a loss. Then, he said, “Don’t spend your money, don’t feel heartache.” This made An Zixi feel very embarrassed. However, when he saw Lin Qiyuan’s indifferent expression, An Zixi kept telling him
“Little Qi, she’s a superstar now. She has to pay a few times the appearance fee a day to buy these things, so she doesn’t care about this little money at all.”
An Zixi’s heart was constantly comforting her, and the guilt in her heart gradually lessened. Lin Qiyuan could see through the rearview mirror that her face was sunny and dark for a while, and that she would always turn around to look at De An Zixi behind her, which made her feel her heart very clear.
However, she only smiled and didn’t say anything, because he knew that unless he thought about it, she wouldn’t listen to him no matter how he said it, so he didn’t waste his breath.