Falling in Love with My Contracted Husband - Chapter 221
Chapter 221 Something on An Zixi’s Mind
After a long time, Lin Qiyuan broke the silence first. “Zixi, now that you’re back, there are certain things you have to face. Have you ever thought about what you should do? Also, the child in your stomach is about to arrive. Have you ever thought about what he will do in the future? What if he asks his father where he went?”
Since the matter had already been said, Lin Qiyuan was prepared to take the opportunity to ask what was happening in his heart. After all, he was already unhappy. It was better than when he suddenly mentioned it! So he directly asked.
Hearing Lin Qiyuan’s words, An Zixi walked out of her thoughts, but she was immersed in Lin Qiyuan’s words. Of course, she had thought of Lin Qiyuan’s question, but she had never thought of a reason for it. She had lied to herself and told herself that it was too early to think about it in the future.
But she didn’t expect that it would be so soon. She came back and the child was about to come out. She lowered her head and looked at her belly gently. She gently caressed it as if she could feel the baby wriggling in her belly. Her eyes became even softer.
Lin Qiyuan looked at An Zixi’s expression and didn’t say anything. He only quietly looked at me after a long time before he raised his head and said to Lin Qiyuan, “Little Qi, I actually thought about the two questions you asked me. However, I lied to myself that it was too early to think about it, but I didn’t expect it to arrive so soon.”
“Then Zixi, what are you going to do? Do you have any ideas now? Tang Jin Chen has gone to Singapore to look for you now. If he can’t find you, he should be back soon. You really can’t delay any longer. Think about what you should do now. There really isn’t much time left.”
“Little Qi, I also know that things aren’t that easy to solve. There’s nothing I can do when I’m in a hurry! I need to do it bit by bit, don’t I?”
“Then Zixi, what do you think? You won’t return to Tang Jin Chen’s side again, right?” Looking at An Zixi’s worried expression, Lin Qiyuan was really afraid that An Zixi would return to Tang Jin Chen’s side. This could be said to be the most unacceptable thing for him. She simply could not tolerate the woman she loved being tortured by other men.
An Zixi knew that Lin Qiyuan was worried about him, so he smiled and shook his head. “Xiaoqi, don’t worry! “I’m not that stupid. I’ve been by Tang Jin Chen’s side for so long. I’ve already seen it clearly and my body is covered in bruises. So no matter what, I won’t return to his side. Now that I’ve found my biological parents, I just want to stay with my parents for a short period of time and enjoy this belated affection.”
“Then, what if Tang Jin Chen finds you? What if he tells you that he knows he was wrong and wants you to return to him?” Lin Qiyuan was also a man, so he understood Tang Jin Chen. Even though Tang Jin Chen had always treated An Zi Xi badly, he believed that it was only because she had yet to face her heart.
As long as she looked straight into her heart, she would definitely fall in love with An Zixi, and Tang Jin Chen was currently looking for An Zi Xi everywhere, right? Therefore, he was afraid that Tang Jin Chen would return to Anzi Xi after he knew his heart and beg Anzi Xi to return to his side.
An Zixi was stunned by Lin Qiyuan’s words. He shook his head and said, “No, Xiao Qi, Tang Jin Chen only tortures me. She doesn’t love me at all. Don’t worry. Even if he really comes looking for me, I won’t go back. After all, my broken heart won’t heal anymore. The scars on my body won’t heal anymore.”
Hearing An Zixi’s words, Lin Qiyuan nodded. Indeed, there was no way a broken heart could heal. Even if it healed, there were many wounds that could never be returned. However, there were always exceptions. An Zixi was so kind, so she was really afraid that An Zixi would be soft-hearted and return to Tang Jin Chen’s side.
Therefore, she looked at An Zixi worriedly. An Zixi could feel Lin Qiyuan’s gaze and knew what she was worried about. So, she smiled and continued, “Xiao Qi, don’t worry. The current me is already riddled with wounds. I won’t do anything stupid anymore, because I am also a human and I will be tired.”
“Alright then! Zixi, I hope you can remember what you said today. Don’t go back to him. Even if you don’t love me, I will still feel heartache. Even more so than you. Zixi, I really hope that I can share your pain. I can take care of you so that you won’t worry about anything else.”
Seeing that Lin Qiyuan was worried about him, An Zixi stood up and walked to Lin Qiyuan’s side. He hugged Lin Qiyuan tightly and felt Lin Qiyuan’s heartbeat against Lin Qiyuan’s chest. He felt that it was his greatest honor and luck to be recognized as Lin Qiyuan.
In the end, An Zixi slowly said, “Xiao Qi, perhaps all of my luck in my life has been in meeting you, so I didn’t have enough luck to meet my beloved, instead, I met Tang Jin Chen.”
“Zixi, who said you didn’t meet your beloved? Am I not your beloved? However, you met Tang Jin Chen again.” Lin Qiyuan was really happy to hear An Zixi’s words, but she was filled with heartache because she wished An Zixi would treat him as her beloved.
An Zixi moved in Lin Qiyuan’s arms and found a more comfortable place. He didn’t say anything else. Lin Qiyuan asked, “Zixi, what about the child? You can’t say that she doesn’t have a father, right?”
“Child, perhaps I will think of his father for him! Or tell her that his father died before he was born. I believe my child will be obedient and sensible. He will not make trouble for me.”
“Zixi, if possible, I can be his father.”
An Zixi wasn’t surprised when Lin Qiyuan said those words. After all, she already knew what Lin Qiyuan meant to her. She had actually thought about this many times, but she couldn’t make up her mind. Her grandson kept dragging on.
He knew that with Lin Qiyuan, Lin Qiyuan would definitely take care of her and the child in her stomach. However, there were some things that she couldn’t let go of in her heart. She didn’t want to owe Lin Qiyuan too much, so there were some things that even though she had thought about it, she still couldn’t make up her mind to do.
“Little Qi, let’s not talk about this for now, okay? Right now, I just want to stay quietly for a while, enjoy the peace, and feel family and friendship.” An Zixi didn’t want to answer Lin Qiyuan’s question and could only flee.
After so long, Lin Qiyuan knew what An Zixi was thinking, so after An Zixi said those words, he didn’t ask any further. He just quietly hugged An Zixi to prevent her from getting cold. Only after the two of them quietly stayed in the garden for a long time did An Zixi send Lin Qiyuan away.
And when Lin Qiyuan left, Lin Qiyuan said, “Zixi, you just came back. Tomorrow, I’ll walk around with you!”
“Sure! But do you have time? Aren’t you still going to shoot?”
“It’s fine. I’ll go to the set early tomorrow and finish filming all of tomorrow’s scenes. Then I’ll pick you up and take you out to play, okay?”
“Aren’t you too tired?”
“Zixi, you underestimate me too much. Do you think filming can be difficult for me? So you just have to wait for me at home.”
Lin Qiyuan said so, and An Zixi agreed, “Alright, I’ll wait for you at home tomorrow. You don’t have to be too anxious. Drive carefully, bye.”
“Bye.” After saying that, Lin Qiyuan drove away. He looked through the mirror at An Zixi, who was still at the entrance. Suddenly, he was very satisfied, because he could finally see An Zixi often.
An Zixi didn’t turn around and leave until he couldn’t see Lin Qiyuan’s car. He was led to his room by the villain. When he chatted with Madam Xu in the afternoon, An Zixi learned that this room was specially prepared for him by Madam Xu. Even though no one had ever lived in it, people would come and break it up every day.
And for so many years, every time it was their birthday, Elder Xu and Madam Xu would prepare gifts for themselves and deliver them to this room, so the corner was filled with gifts of all sizes. The whole room was mainly pink, very warm, like a princess’ castle.
An Zixi slowly walked to the corner and picked up a gift. It was written on the package, “This is a gift for the baby’s twentieth birthday. Baby, mom and dad have let you down. We didn’t mean to abandon you. We’ve been looking for you for so many years, but there hasn’t been any news. I hope you don’t get angry with us. No matter what, we’ll find you.”
An Zixi’s eyes were a little wet. She put down her gift and picked up another one.
“This is a gift for our beloved baby at the age of sixteen. Baby, you have already reached the age of love for beauty. We think you will definitely like this gift very much. However, you can’t receive it, but you can rest assured that we will not give up looking for you. We will definitely find you.”
An Zixi looked at each gift package and saw that there would be a very long sentence on it. Moreover, there had been many gifts since they were one year old. Looking at these gifts, An Zixi could imagine that Elder Xu and Madam Xu would continue to come to this room with meticulous preparations on their birthday every year, put the gifts neatly aside, and then began to tell the air about their longing for him.
Looking at these gifts and the meticulous decoration of the entire room, An Zixi could feel the concern and longing of the two old men for him, as well as their good intentions over the past few years. Lying on the bed, An Zixi seemed to have smelled the aura of Elder Xu and Madam Xu, which made her feel especially at ease.
It had been a long time since An Zixi had gotten to know Tang Jin Chen, but she had slept peacefully and comfortably that night.
Because, she knew that she finally had a family that truly belonged to her …