Falling in Love with My Contracted Husband - Chapter 184

Chapter 184 Memories
An Zixi had already packed herself up in the morning. She had said that she would go shopping with Su He, so she had to make preparations earlier. After all, Su He had really paid a lot for her, so she didn’t want to trouble him anymore.

An Zixi specially chose a relatively large dress for herself, because as the days passed, she found that her stomach began to grow bigger day by day.

If he didn’t wear a larger piece of clothing, he would probably be able to see through it. She didn’t want to be mistaken for having anything to do with Su He on the road, that would be too embarrassing.

An Zixi looked at herself in the mirror. In fact, she had been living a very good life in Singapore for such a short time. It was really good. Perhaps it was because she was pregnant that not only did she gain some weight, but her face was also red. Every day, it was as if she had been blushed. Compared to him during that period of time, An Zixi really felt much better.

Her hair had grown a little longer, almost to her waist, and she was thinking about cutting it off. At the very least, it could make him look more mature, at the very least, it could represent a complete break with the past. But when An Zixi’s hand touched her long hair, she inevitably thought of Tang Jin Chen.

Tang Jin Chen once said that his favorite was An Zi Xi’s long hair. It was soft and delicate, smooth and soft.

However, that was also the past. She would no longer grow any long hair because of his words, nor would she do anything for him.

An Zixi lowered her head, as if she could feel the child beating in her stomach. He was still so small, but she persisted in feeling that she could feel him, a small life. Even though Tang Jin Chen did not know of his existence, she still wanted to give birth to him.

Someone once said that if you love him, then give him a child. An Zixi did not know the reason why she wanted to give birth to this child. Was it because she loved Tang Jin Chen? No, no. When she first found out that the child existed, she had already made up her mind to give birth to him.

Even though her relationship with Tang Jin Chen was on the verge of collapse, she was determined to hide from Tang Jin Chen that she wanted to give birth to this child, regardless of whether his father loved him or not.

An Zixi sighed and turned to go downstairs.

Xiao Mo had already arrived early and prepared breakfast. Seeing An Zixi coming downstairs with a listless look, he couldn’t help but ask, “Miss An, what happened to you? Why do you seem to have no strength at all? Is your body uncomfortable?”

An Zixi saw that Xiao Mo cared about him so much and shook his head with a smile. “I’m fine, Xiao Mo, you don’t have to worry about me. It’s just that you didn’t sleep well last night, so you’re just a little tired now.”

“How about this?” Xiao Mo nodded before pointing to the breakfast on the dining table. “Then hurry down and have breakfast. After eating, your whole body will be much more energetic.”

“Thank you.” An Zixi nodded and sat at the dining table, a poached egg and a glass of milk. This was the breakfast An Zixi asked Xiao Mo to make. In order to commemorate the past days, she ate this every day.

Because when she saw the poached egg, she would think of Lin Qiyuan. The poached egg that Lin Qiyuan made was the deepest flavor in her memory. No one could replace it or give it to her.

Xiao Mo would make himself a poached egg every day, but in the end, it didn’t taste like what he wanted. An Zixi lowered his head and gently tasted today’s poached egg. It was still the same as usual and did not have the taste he wanted.

An Zixi tasted it casually and didn’t want to eat it anymore. Seeing that An Zixi ate so little, Xiao Mo naturally didn’t agree. Su Yu had instructed her to take good care of An Zixi. Since that was the case, An Zixi definitely couldn’t eat so little breakfast.

“Why are you eating so little? Eat more.”

Xiao Mo frowned. She didn’t know why, but seeing An Zixi like this, she felt so heartache. She felt so pitiful for An Zixi. Unfortunately, there was nothing she could do. If it wasn’t for Su He coming to see An Zixi often, she wouldn’t be at ease returning home at night and coming back the next day.

An Zixi shook his head and wiped the corner of his mouth. Then he stood up and looked at Xiao Mo’s worried expression. An Zixi’s heart was moved.

“You don’t need to care so much about me. I’m fine. I can’t eat today, so I’m not feeling too well.”

“Did you eat too much last night? I think Miss bought so many dishes in the fridge and the tableware was moved. Miss ate at home yesterday?”

Xiao Mo’s words carried a sense of inquiry. An Zixi naturally knew what she was asking. She nodded, not intending to hide anything from Xiao Mo.

“The food I cooked at home yesterday was with Su He.”

“Young miss, did you cook your own food?”

Xiao Mo heard An Zixi’s words and cried out excitedly, “Miss An, you know how to cook. What a pity, I didn’t taste it.”

After saying that, he lowered his head with a face full of regret.

An Zixi didn’t expect Xiao Mo’s reaction to be so big. Furthermore, it wasn’t because of Su He that he felt it was a little strange, but he still said, “Next time you want to try my cooking, I can cook for you when we are alone.”

“I don’t want it anymore.” Hearing An Zixi say that he wanted to cook for himself, Xiao Mo hurriedly waved his hand and refused, “I don’t want you to cook. You’re pregnant and it’s so inconvenient. How can I let you cook for me? I’m joking.”

Just as Xiao Mo finished speaking, a whistle came from outside the door. An Zixi looked outside. It turned out that Su He had arrived. He didn’t know if he had eaten yet.

“Xiao Mo, I have to go. You’re alone at home. Are you alright?” An Zixi turned around and said to Xiao Mo.

However, Xiao Mo didn’t seem to hear An Zixi’s words. Instead, he stared out of the window in a daze. An Zixi followed Xiao Mo’s gaze and found that her gaze landed on Su He’s car, as if she was hoping for the people inside to come out.

An Zixi lowered his head and secretly smiled. Then, his face stiffened again and he coughed softly.

“Xiao Mo? What are you looking at?”

After saying that, An Zixi pretended to look outside, but Xiao Mo immediately turned around and said, “I didn’t see anything, I didn’t see anything.”

“Is that so?” An Zixi looked as if he didn’t believe her, but he still nodded and smiled. “Can you stay at home alone?”

Xiao Mo hurriedly nodded, “Sure, of course.”

An Zixi glanced at Xiao Mo, but he couldn’t help but laugh, “You, your face is red. Tell me, what are you thinking?”

Hearing An Zixi ask him this, Xiao Mo’s face turned even redder. She hurriedly shook her head and went to pack up the things on the table.

“I really didn’t think of anything. Miss, you should hurry up and leave. Otherwise, if Mr. Su waits anxiously, then it won’t be good.”

“Yo.” An Zixi couldn’t help but tease her when he saw her shy appearance. “Are you afraid that he’ll be in a hurry? Our Xiao Mo is really sweet.”

“Miss.” Xiao Mo couldn’t help but tease An Zixi like this. Instead, he turned around and looked at An Zixi angrily, “I’m just afraid that you don’t have enough time.”

“We’re just going shopping. Is there enough time? It’s you. Remember to prepare dinner.”

“Dinner?” Xiao Mo put down the bowl and chopsticks in his hand. “How could it be dinner? Isn’t Miss coming back for lunch?”

‘”I guess I’m going to eat outside. After shopping, I should go to a restaurant. There’s nothing to do during the day. If you have something to do, you can do it yourself. There’s no need to wait for me to come back.”

After saying that, An Zixi was ready to turn around and leave. Xiao Mo just stood quietly behind him, lowered his head, and didn’t say anything.

An Zixi glanced at her, but he could only shake his head and leave. She could not be more clear about the little girl’s thoughts. However, whether this Su He had feelings for Xiao Mo or not, she still needed to spend some time to think about it.

If it was really interesting, then it would be easy. If it wasn’t interesting, she really didn’t know what to do. After all, his love was a failure, so how could he care about others?

As soon as Su He’s car arrived downstairs, it started honking its horn. He stood in front of the door and waited for a long time, but no one came out of the door, so he got out of the car directly.

When An Zixi went out and saw Su He, An Zixi’s mood instantly became much better.

Su He was dressed very handsomely today. Although his clothes were no different from usual, his hair had been carefully groomed. Only today did An Zixi realize that there were many beautiful men in the world, and Tang Jin Chen was not the only one.

“Have you been waiting long?” Su He opened the car door and walked to An Zixi’s side. When he saw her clothes, he couldn’t help but glance at her.

An Zixi naturally saw Su He’s gaze. She carried her bag and circled around with a smile on her face.

“How is it? Isn’t my outfit not bad?”

Su He’s head was full of black lines. He naturally knew why An Zixi wore it like this, but it was really pretty.

Su He nodded his head and supported his chin with one hand. He thought for a moment and sized An Zixi up and down before he praised, “Not bad, not bad, great beauty! I, Su He, have never seen such a beautiful woman in my life!”

Looking at Su He’s serious appearance, An Zixi laughed out loud before turning around and walking towards the car.

“Alright, my driver, we really should go now. It’s getting late!”

Su He made an “obedient” statement and followed him into the car.

“Alright, I obey, Her Lady Queen.”

An Zixi couldn’t help but laugh when he saw his appearance, “Alright, stop teasing me. Hurry up and drive. Today, I’m going to buy a large amount of special items!”

“Are you rich?” Su He looked at An Zixi with some confusion. After all, a woman had stayed in Singapore for so long. Of course, he only asked because he thought An Zixi should be worried about this problem. If he could take care of An Zixi logically, then there was no need to worry about these problems.

“Do you think I have money?”

An Zixi looked at Su He’s worried expression and glanced at him proudly. “You don’t have to worry about that anymore. I still have a little bit of money.”

When she came, Su Yu had already opened an account for her. She had enough money in the past for her own use, but Elder Xu still gave her a large sum of money, so she didn’t need to care about these things at all.

Speaking of which, she also felt a little ashamed of Elder Xu and Mrs. Xu. They were her parents, and she had never done her duty as a child, yet she still made them worry about her every day. Thinking of this, An Zixi’s brows furrowed.

“What’s the matter?” Su He turned around and happened to see An Zixi’s worried expression. He asked worriedly, “Why was he so happy just now? In an instant, he became like this?”

An Zixi shook his head, “I just remembered my parents.”

This was the first time An Zixi had said this in front of Su He, so Su He was stunned for a moment before reacting. “You’ve never told me this before. I thought you wouldn’t tell me about these things. I didn’t expect you to tell me.”

An Zixi did not expect Su He to say this, and it seemed to be a feeling of extreme loneliness. She then bricked her head and whispered to him, “I’m sorry, I haven’t told you all this, I just …”

“Nothing.” Su He was afraid that An Zixi would think too much and hurriedly said, “Don’t misunderstand. I don’t care about this. I just hope that you don’t make yourself so tired. Understood?”

An Zixi felt sad. Hearing Su He’s words, he felt even more ashamed of himself. “Su He, I will tell you these things bit by bit. These are the things that I don’t want to say the most. Because I don’t want to think about the past. Every time I think about what happened in my country, I feel so uncomfortable. So, I’m sorry.”