Falling in Love with My Contracted Husband - Chapter 179
Chapter 179 I’m Sorry
“Zixi, it’s really you. Where are you? Where are you?” Lin Qiyuan asked An Zixi like he was going crazy. He had been worried crazy these past few days. She just hoped that An Zixi would call him back, but An Zixi seemed to have disappeared out of thin air, and he didn’t have any news of her at all.
He only guessed that she must have said that she had gone abroad, but he had no idea which country she had gone to. She just disappeared without a word, leaving behind no words.
An Zixi knew that Lin Qiyuan must be worried about her, and she had tried to call him many times. But every time she saw his number and thought of his face, she couldn’t make up her mind. She had implicated Lin Qiyuan too much. She had left the country with great difficulty this time. She didn’t know if Lin Qiyuan’s career was any better.
“Xiao Qi, are you alright?”
“Alright, I’m fine. What about you? Tell me, how did you get here for so many days? Where the hell are you?”
As he spoke, he said. Lin Qiyuan also choked up. An Zixi raised his hand and pressed down on his lips, trying his best not to cry, but his tears fell down.
“I’m fine, I’m fine, too. You don’t have to worry about me. Xiao Qi, I’m calling to let you not worry too much about me. Don’t worry too much.”
“How can I not be worried?” Just as An Zixi finished speaking, Lin Qiyuan shouted excitedly. “Do you know how worried I am about you? Without your news, I would go crazy!”
An Zixi bit her lips, naturally knowing that Lin Qiyuan was very worried about her. However, she had no choice but to flee. She instantly felt guilty about Lin Qiyuan.
“Sorry, I didn’t think too much. I wanted to find you, but I didn’t dare to.”
“You don’t dare to look for me? Why don’t you look for me? Where the hell are you?”
An Zixi lowered her eyebrows and her tears finally stopped. She whispered, “I’m in Singapore, and I’m doing fine. Don’t worry.”
“Singapore?” Lin Qiyuan’s voice paused for a moment. “Okay? You’re there alone and pregnant. How can you be fine?”
An Zixi could imagine Lin Qiyuan frowning. Her heart was in a trance, as if Lin Qiyuan was right beside her, but she could not touch him. She could not see him.
“I’m really good. I met a Chinese here. He took good care of me. Don’t worry.”
Lin Qiyuan was still a little worried when he heard her say that he had met an old friend. “You’re telling the truth, aren’t you lying to me?”
“Haha.” An Zixi chuckled, “Why would I lie to you? Look, I’m calling you now. Everything is fine. I feel much better than I did in China. However, I’m worried about you. Did Tang … did he do anything to you? How is your career now?”
Lin Qiyuan knew that An Zixi would ask this question. He had already thought of what to say. He shook his head and comforted her, “Don’t worry, my career is getting warmer and warmer. You don’t have to worry about that. As for the one you’re talking about, I haven’t heard from him lately.”
“No news?” An Zixi was stunned for a moment, but he quickly reacted, “I know, you’re fine. I can’t talk to you anymore, I have to go rest.”
When Lin Qiyuan heard An Zixi say that he was going to hang up, his heart immediately became nervous.
“So fast? We just had a few words. Oh right, I haven’t asked you yet. How is your child? How is he?”
Hearing his anxious appearance, An Zixi was also very touched. Indeed, no matter where he was, Lin Qiyuan was the one who cared about him the most.
“Xiao Qi, don’t worry, my child is fine.” When mentioning the child, An Zixi’s right hand touched his slightly bulged abdomen, and the smile at the corner of his mouth gradually became obvious. “Little Qi, you know what? He’s grown up day by day. I’m really happy and satisfied. As long as I have him, I can endure whatever happens to me. Do you understand what I mean?”
“I understand.” Lin Qiyuan choked on the other end of the phone, but he still didn’t say anything. He naturally understood An Zixi. To An Zixi, the child in his stomach was more important than anything else. Alright, with the child accompanying her, he believed that An Zixi would be able to survive no matter what problems he encountered. In this way, he was relieved.
An Zixi smiled and said, “Xiao Qi, I really have to go. In the future, I will report you to be safe from time to time. I won’t make you worry anymore. Right, you can’t tell anyone about today’s matter. I hope that no one else knows about me, especially him.”
When mentioning Tang Jin Chen, Lin Qi Yuan did not respond immediately. Instead, he remained silent for a while before he softly said “yes” and stopped speaking.
“Xiao Qi, are you sad?”
Lin Qiyuan was still silent. If An Zixi was by his side, he would know that Lin Qiyuan had long since lost his patience and his eyes had already turned red. He did not dare to speak. He was afraid that if he spoke, he would expose himself.
“Xiao Qi, I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. I didn’t consider your feelings. I should have come to you earlier. I’m sorry.” An Zixi cried out. She really felt that she had wronged Lin Qiyuan, so she couldn’t help it anymore.
Lin Qiyuan shook his head and slowly said, “It’s fine. Zixi, I know what you’re going through. I know what you’re thinking, so I don’t blame you. It’s just that I’m sad.”
“Yes, I know. I know you’re sad.”
An Zixi knew that Lin Qiyuan was sad, and she was also sad, but she had no choice. Everything had to be hidden, and she needed to completely disappear in front of Tang Jin Chen. She was afraid, afraid that Tang Jin Chen would find her, afraid that he would find the child in her belly, especially afraid. Therefore, she had to make sure that she was absolutely concealed.
“Xiao Qi, I really can’t tell you anymore. I have to go.” An Zixi still suggested hanging up the phone because she had to go to bed and had to get up early tomorrow.
Lin Qiyuan no longer hesitated. Instead, he said, “Alright, you hang up and go to bed early. I just hope that you can call me more and tell me how you’re doing and how the child is doing. Then I’m relieved. Zixi, take good care of yourself.”
“Thank you, Xiao Qi. Goodbye.”
Before Lin Qiyuan could reply, An Zixi had already hung up the phone. After hanging up the phone, An Zixi leaned on the table and sobbed softly. She really wanted to go back, missed Lin Qiyuan, missed her parents, missed everything in the country. However, she had no choice but to stay in this strange country and endure everything that she shouldn’t have to endure by herself.
She closed her eyes. She was very tired. She was really tired. She was so tired that she almost couldn’t hold on any longer.
An Zixi felt a sudden pain in his stomach. He frowned and finally stopped crying. Is the child moving? Does that mean he knows he’s crying and wants to comfort her?
An Zixi stopped crying and smiled as he touched his lower abdomen. Then, he whispered, “Baby, are you comforting Mom? You know Mom is crying, don’t you?”
After saying that, An Zixi looked at the TV and smiled, “Yeah, why did I forget that I still have you to accompany me?” You are in my stomach, mother crying baby is naturally able to feel, in the future mother will not easily cry. Because of this, it is not good for the baby, what if the baby is born, not good-looking, not smart? Then the baby will blame its mother in the future. Mother will definitely take good care of you. Don’t be afraid, Mother will always accompany you. ”
An Zixi took a deep breath, then stood up and walked upstairs. Everything would be fine. She believed that everything would be fine.
She will live in Singapore forever, and Tang Jin Chen will never find her. The child in her stomach will grow up day by day. She will study, work, get a wife and have children here.
Afterwards, she would grow old day by day, watching her own child grow up day by day. There would be such a day, and there would definitely be such a day, An Zixi firmly believed.
In the morning, An Zixi lay on the balcony and basked in the sun. The sun shone on her body, and circles of halos dyed her. Perhaps because she was about to become a mother, her entire body seemed to be shrouded in a layer of divine light.
When Su He came, he saw such a scene. An Zixi lay on the chair very peacefully, one hand lightly on his lower abdomen, the other hand brushing his hair in front of his forehead. His entire person was bathed in the early morning sunshine, and his expression was calm and satisfied.
Seeing An Zixi like this, Su He couldn’t bear to disturb her.
Su He gently approached An Zixi’s side, trying his best to make his movements lighter so as not to disturb her from resting.
However, An Zixi still sensed the movement behind her. She turned around and smiled at Su He, “Su He, you’re here!”
Su He nodded and saw An Zixi get up. He hurriedly went over to support her.
An Zixi laughed and said, “Su He, I can do it myself. Right now, my stomach isn’t that big, so it’s not that inconvenient to move around.” Although he said that, An Zixi still got up with Su He’s hand.
“Zixi, there’s nothing wrong with being careful. I was worried about the safety of you and the baby.” As Su He spoke, he lowered his head to look at An Zixi’s stomach and asked, “Baby, are you good today?”
An Zixi looked at Su He and shook his head with a serious expression. “He’s quite obedient, but he doesn’t understand what you’re saying.”
“I want to cultivate feelings with him now. When he is born, he will be very familiar with me.” Su He replied.
“Alright, you’re still thoughtful.” An Zixi agreed when he heard this.
“Zixi, in the future, the baby must recognize me as his godfather.”
“Alright, I will definitely recognize you as my godfather.” An Zixi was actually very grateful to Su He for taking care of her. It was also fate that he could meet Su He when he came to Singapore alone.
“Right, Zixi. Do you like boys or girls?” Su He looked at An Zixi’s bright eyes and asked. Those eyes seemed to be able to speak and were filled with spiritual energy. If they gave birth to a girl in the future, they would be as good-looking as An Zixi, right? He thought like this.
“Oh, girl!” An Zixi did not look at Su He, but turned his gaze out of the window. If it was a girl, she would not be like him.
Seeing that the light in An Zixi’s eyes was dying out bit by bit, Su He didn’t speak anymore. Zixi’s heart should have an untouchable wound!
After a long silence, An Zixi broke the silence, “Su He, why are you here?”
Hearing An Zixi’s slightly puzzled voice, Su He came back to his senses. “Oh, right, I promised to take you out for a stroll yesterday. Look, I forgot.”
“Haha, it’s not too late to remember now. Let’s go!” An Zixi said as he was about to leave.
“Wait,” Su He called her, “Zixi, are you going like this?”
An Zixi listened to his words and stopped to take a look at his outfit. He wore pink slippers and a long cotton dress with 70% sleeves. It was indeed inappropriate.
“Then how should I wear it?” An Zixi asked. He could no longer remember when he saw the sea last time and had forgotten what he should bring to the seaside.
Su He smiled and said, “Alright, you can change into a pair of shoes. In fact, it looks pretty good just like this. We Zixi will look good no matter what.”
An Zixi heard Su He’s words and nodded slightly. “I haven’t seen him for so many years, but I still like to praise people.”
An Zixi walked to the shoe rack and picked up a pair of flats to put on. It had been a long time since she was pregnant, so she didn’t know where to wear any shoes.
An Zixi smiled self-deprecatingly. He turned around and said to Su He, “It’s been so long since I’ve gone out to play. I don’t know how to wear it.”
