Falling in Love with My Contracted Husband - Chapter 138

Chapter 138 I Don’t Love You
“You’re welcome. It’s just a simple gesture. But old granny, you have to be careful next time. Don’t come out on rainy days.”

Old Lady Xu listened to Lin Qiyuan’s words and nodded with a smile, “Alright, I’ll listen to you.”

“See you later.” Lin Qiyuan no longer stayed. Right now, there was only one thought in his mind. It was that he wanted to see An Zixi and know how she was doing.

Inside the ward, An Zixi was undergoing an infusion, and Tang Jin Chen was standing guard beside her, waiting for her to wake up. During the time she was asleep, he had already gone to buy some food and only waited for An Zixi to wake up.

She hadn’t eaten for days and nights. If she hadn’t been sent to the hospital in time today, Tang Jin Chen couldn’t imagine what would happen to her. All he knew was that when she fainted in his arms, Tang Jin Chen was on the verge of collapse. He couldn’t stand the pain of losing her at all.

An Zixi was still pale on the bed, and his lips had already dried up because he hadn’t drunk water for many days. She was rarely as weak as she was today. She could be described as dying.

Tang Jin Chen stretched out his hand and held her ice-cold palm. “Zi Xi, why are you doing this to me? Do you know that you are not only torturing yourself, you are also torturing me?”

An Zixi naturally couldn’t hear a word Tang Jin Chen said. Her eyes were tightly closed, like a lifeless puppet.

‘”Zixi, have we really reached this point? What did I do? You can tell me what you’re doing. You ignored me, cold and hot. What exactly is this? Are you trying to take revenge on me? Are you trying to take revenge on me for the coldness and torture I’ve once treated you?”

Tang Jin Chen’s cold lips kissed An Zi Xi’s slender ring finger, saying that it was connected to his heart. Tang Jin Chen believed that An Zi Xi could feel that he was by her side.

‘”No one has ever treated me like this. You are so bold. You are the biggest woman I have ever seen. You have a bad attitude towards me, and you are the worst woman I have ever seen. But what should I do? Even so, I still love you, deeply in love with you.”

Hearing Tang Jin Chen’s words, An Zi Xi’s fingers moved and her eyelashes trembled slightly. She seemed to have heard something, heard someone clamoring beside her, not letting her sleep. She was very tired and wanted to sleep peacefully, but this annoying person kept talking in her ears.

Seeing her fingers move, Tang Jin Chen hurriedly grabbed her palm excitedly, “Zi Xi, you’re awake? Are you awake?”

An Zixi weakly opened her eyes. The first person she saw was actually Tang Jin Chen. This was something she never expected. She coldly pulled away his hand and said, “Go away.”

“What?” Tang Jin Chen could not believe that the first thing An Zi Xi said was to let him go. He grabbed her hand tightly and said, “I won’t leave. An Zixi, do you think I’ll let you off so easily this time?”

“Tang Jin Chen, don’t you think you’re ridiculous? Since you don’t love me, why torture me?” An Zi Xi sneered.

“I don’t love you?” Tang Jin Chen repeated, “Yes, I don’t love you, but I like to torture you.”

An Zixi closed his eyes. As expected, he did not love himself, but he treated torturing himself as a pleasure. What was meant by basing his happiness on the pain of others? She finally knew. It was just Tang Jin Chen, right now, would you really be happy to see such a weak and powerless me?

Seeing her close her eyes, Tang Jin Chen rubbed An Zi Xi’s face with his rough fingers. He muttered, “An Zi Xi, you are the first woman who made me so miserable.”

An Zixi turned his head away from his touch and replied, “Tang Jin Chen, you are the first person who made me so unfortunate.”

“Is being with me so embarrassing for you? An Zixi, what are you feeling so awkward about?”

Tang Jin Chen pushed away her calm face forcefully. He couldn’t see her, he couldn’t see her look like she didn’t want to see him. Could it be that she really didn’t love him anymore? He didn’t believe it.

An Zixi bit her lip, how would she reply? An shi’s crisis had yet to be resolved, and Su Wanyun was forcing her to resolve An shi’s crisis. Was she going to give up halfway when she finally reached this point?

If she didn’t leave Tang Jin Chen, An shi would be taken over by Tang shi. If she didn’t leave him, it would be herself who would be injured. Every day, she would face that contempt and mockery. She didn’t want this kind of day to continue. But what should she do? What was she supposed to do? Who could tell her that there was nothing she could do?

Tang Jin Chen looked at An Zi Xi and did not say anything. He thought that there was still room for recovery. His tone softened again. He squatted down and held her hand in a humble manner.

“Zixi, can you come back with me? Don’t leave me like this, don’t be so cruel to me.”

An Zixi tried his best not to let her tears fall, but why would tears listen to her words? They were like floodwaters that had opened a gate, and they were out of control.

She really wanted to cry and vent all her discontent, but she didn’t have the right to cry. She can’t do anything well, so what right does she have to cry?

“Don’t cry, don’t cry. Come back with me, okay?”

Tang Jin Chen continued to beg An Zi Xi. He lowered his stance and begged her. He did not believe that she would reject him so ruthlessly. Every minute and every second without her was a kind of torture.

Every day when he came home and saw the empty villa, Tang Jin Chen’s heart ached uncontrollably when he remembered that there were traces of her staying in every corner. He missed her, what did she mean by lovesickness to the bones. He finally knew that the words’lovesickness buckle ‘really had a deep meaning.

After An Zixi calmed down, he shook off his hand and said, “Tang Jin Chen, I won’t go back with you right now.”

“You’re not coming back with me now? Then you’re coming back with me in the future?”

Tang Jin Chen’s voice revealed a trace of surprise. As long as An Zi Xi was willing to go back with him, he could wait.

An Zixi didn’t want to answer him directly. She didn’t even think about whether she should go back or not. How could she answer him?

“I need to calm down for a while.”

“Alright.” Tang Jin Chen said sullenly, “When you’ve calmed down enough, I’ll take you back.”

“Perhaps it will be a long time.”

An Zixi’s low voice rang out. Tang Jin Chen raised his head and looked at her, “Are you thirsty? Do you want to drink water? Are you hungry? Do you want to eat?”

He was clearly such an indifferent person, yet he spoke in such a gentle voice. It was fake to say that he wasn’t touched, but An Zixi didn’t want to be confused by his appearance.

The recording Li Qing had given her would echo in her ears at all times, word for word. Every time, when a voice sounded in his ear, An Zixi would tell herself that she would no longer be deceived by him and would no longer believe in his love.

But why would her heart unconsciously be captured by him every time she saw his gloomy and deep eyes?

An Zixi shook his head. “I’m not hungry or thirsty. You can go.”

Tang Jin Chen picked up the glass on the table and handed it to her, “Take a sip.”

“No.” An Zixi raised his head impatiently and saw that his suit was still wet on his body. His hair and clothes were dripping with water.

An Zixi frowned. She didn’t look at him carefully. She didn’t expect that he hadn’t changed his clothes yet. Has he gone crazy?

“Why don’t you change your clothes? Why don’t you go back? What are you doing? Have pity on me? I don’t need your pity!”

Tang Jin Chen smiled, “I’m fine, my body has always been strong!”

Hearing what he swore, An Zixi’s heart ached even more. Did Tang Jin Chen really not like her? Was she really just a playful woman? Since that was the case, why did he treat him so well? Why did he have to take care of himself so carefully?

An Zixi didn’t know, she really didn’t know what to do.

“Zixi, how are you? Are you alright? Why did you faint?”

A familiar voice sounded outside the door. An Zixi looked up and saw that it was Lin Qiyuan. Lin Qiyuan had actually come.

“Xiao Qi, why are you here?”

Tang Jin Chen had a bad feeling when he saw Lin Qiyuan. When he heard An Zi Xi call him Xiao Qi, Tang Jin Chen’s anger deepened. She actually called him so intimate? What was their relationship?

Lin Qiyuan’s gaze crossed Tang Jin Chen and landed on An Zi Xi. He walked to her side and said, “How are you? Are you feeling better?”

“I’m much better. You don’t need to worry.”

Although her complexion was still quite bad, after losing several bottles of infusion, she finally had a trace of blood. However, she did not like to lie here and wanted to leave.

Seeing An Zixi so weak, Lin Qiyuan frowned. He held her hand and found that her palm was cold. “Why is your hand so cold? Zixi, what happened to you? Do you know how worried I am about you?”

As soon as he entered the hospital, he began to look for An Heng’s ward. However, because he was obvious, the nurses in the hospital recognized him and were eager to bring him to An Heng’s ward. However, on the way, Lin Qiyuan heard about An Heng’s disappearance from An Zixi. Only then did he know that An Zixi was also sick.