Falling in Love with My Contracted Husband - Chapter 124
Chapter 124 He Doesn’t Love Her
Tang Jin Chen drove very fast. An Zi Xi sat in the passenger seat and looked at the rapidly changing scenery outside the window. She couldn’t help but feel a little scared. She didn’t understand why Tang Jin Chen was still looking for her? Wasn’t she just a woman he was playing with? Since that was the case, why would he care about her?
“Tang Jin Chen, are you crazy? Why are you driving so fast?” An Zixi said as he looked at Tang Jin Chen who had lost control.
Tang Jin Chen in front of her had long since lost the calmness and composure she remembered. Such a violent him made her tremble even more courageously.
“Yeah, I’m crazy, I’m crazy to go look for you like crazy!”
Tang Jin Chen roared, but he still drove the car at an extremely fast speed. He needed to vent his anger and find a carrier. At this moment, all he saw was the car.
An Zixi was even more dissatisfied when he heard this. “I didn’t ask you to look for me. You don’t need to look for me at all. Tang Jin Chen, I told you not to look for me again, okay?”
“Impossible!”
Tang Jin Chen resolutely threw out these three words and drove towards home. An Zixi remained silent. She knew that Tang Jin Chen was very angry, but there was nothing she could do about it. She could not deceive herself, so what if she loved him?
He did not love himself. This was the truth. An Zixi did not want to feel wronged anymore. What she wanted was not such love, not such false love.
In the end, she arrived at his house. This place An Zixi had never wanted to step foot in again. She did not want to return to this place, but why? Why did Tang Jin Chen force her?
After being brought home by Tang Jin Chen, An Zi Xi had been sitting on the sofa without saying a word. Her back looked a little miserable, making Tang Jin Chen want to go over and hug her in his arms.
Although he thought so, Tang Jin Chen did not do so. He just walked in front of An Zi Xi and looked down at her from above.
“An Zixi.” Tang Jin Chen called out softly with an indescribable helplessness in his tone. He wanted to explain to An Zixi. In his heart, An Zixi was becoming more and more important, so he was willing to put on his body to placate her.
“What? Is the eldest young master of the Tang Family interested in saying something to me?” An Zixi’s long voice rang out, but he did not look at Tang Jin Chen.
Tang Jin Chen knew that she must still be angry about what happened earlier, so he didn’t care much about it. Instead, he wanted to console her softly. In his opinion, An Zi Xi had always understood what was going on. As long as she heard his words, she would definitely not speak so coldly again.
Besides, he wasn’t angry when she went out with Lin Qiyuan, so why did An Zixi make him have a small temper instead? On the contrary, her resentment made him feel that An Zixi cared about him.
“Zixi, will you listen to me?” Tang Jin Chen bent down and grabbed An Zi Xi’s hand.
An Zixi quietly pulled out his hand, but Tang Jin Chen’s expression changed.
“Do you want to talk about your affair with Li Qing, or do you want to play with me? Do you care about Li Qing’s opinion of you, or have you never thought about my feelings?” An Zixi’s words carried a hint of mockery, but she never raised her head to look at Tang Jin Chen, because she was afraid that the sadness in her eyes would be seen by Tang Jin Chen.
An Zixi had never thought of being with Tang Jin Chen since she met him. However, since they were together, she would go all out to love him. However, she did not expect that Tang Jin Chen had always been fake to her. This made her feel very cold. Whenever she thought of that recording, she felt as if a thousand knives had pierced through her heart and lungs at the same time.
“Zixi, I know you’re angry, so I won’t blame you for saying that. But …”
“No, you’re wrong. I’m not angry. Everything I said was true.” An Zixi interrupted Tang Jin Chen before he could finish his sentence and looked straight into his eyes without the slightest bit of fear.
“Huh?” Tang Jin Chen’s voice rose, indicating that his heart was not calm. In his opinion, An Zi Xi was his, so he should have some trust in him. But this time, he was the one who made the mistake first, so he was willing to patiently explain it to her. However, what he didn’t expect was that An Zi Xi actually showed his disgust for him the moment he spoke.
“I know that your Young Master Tang Family has always been free to do as he pleases, but please don’t play your tricks on me.” An Zixi said.
Tang Jin Chen looked at An Zi Xi motionlessly and said, “Continue.”
His tone was very calm, but it wasn’t hard to guess that the calmer he was, the more turbulent the hidden waves would be.
However, the current An Zixi ignored all of this. All she had in her heart was that recording, the recording that pushed her into the abyss.
“Tang Jin Chen, actually, you don’t like me, do you?” An Zixi’s sorrowful voice sounded. She turned around and no longer looked at Tang Jin Chen.
Tang Jin Chen’s heart softened when he heard her sad tone, “Zi Xi, can you stop messing around?”
“Noisy?” When An Zixi heard him say that he was messing around, his heart became even colder. “Tang Jin Chen, aren’t you just playing around with me? I wasn’t wrong.”
Tang Jin Chen wanted to say that he didn’t want to challenge his limits, but he didn’t say it out loud. No matter what, he truly loved An Zi Xi, so he wasn’t willing to put too much pressure on An Zi Xi.
‘”Tang Jin Chen, I don’t like you that much. Although I’m very sad about your toys, I don’t care as much as you think. You’re wrong. I’m not angry. I just feel tired and don’t want to continue playing with you.” An Zixi raised his eyes to look at the scenery outside the window, but his eyes were cold.
Tang Jin Chen’s eyes were filled with anger when he heard her words. He originally wanted to comfort An Zi Xi with good intentions. Not only did she not even give him a chance, she also spoke so ruthlessly. He did not know where he had angered her. If it was just because he brought her back, she would not have said those words.
“An Zixi, say it again. What are you to me?”
“Tang Jin Chen, I said, I don’t want to continue playing with you anymore.” An Zixi’s pitch-black eyes met Tang Jin Chen’s, and the stubbornness in his eyes was obvious.
Tang Jin Chen grabbed An Zi Xi’s chin with his slender hand, forcing her to raise her head high to look at him, while Tang Jin Chen’s eyes were filled with anger.
“An Zixi, am I being too kind to you?” Tang Jin Chen smiled coldly. The corner of his mouth was cut with contempt. He never thought that his sincere heart would be worthless to her.
An Zixi wanted to laugh, But just as she opened the corner of her lips, Tang Jin Chen’s hand suddenly exerted force. An Zi Xi’s jaw was pinched in pain, but what really hurt her was Tang Jin Chen’s gaze. That suffocating gaze firmly locked An Zi Xi’s body. She wanted to struggle, but she did not have any strength. It was as if at this moment, her entire body was emptied, and her body no longer belonged to her.
“Tang Jin Chen, let me go.” An Zixi patted Tang Jin Chen’s arm with his hand, but the strength he used was very small, and it was like tickling Tang Jin Chen.
Tang Jin Chen laughed nonchalantly. His eyes were bottomless and pitch black as ink.
His handsome face was close to him, and his black pupils were full of aggressiveness. “But I don’t want to let you go just like that.” Tang Jin Chen paused for a moment, and the smile on his face was just right. He continued, “Before I had enough fun.”
Hearing this, An Zixi struggled even harder. Her eyes were already red, but she glared at Tang Jin Chen unwillingly.
Tang Jin Chen’s other hand streaked across her delicate face and finally stopped on her plump red lips, gently rubbing against them. Such seductive lips made him have no choice but to stay on them.
“Tang Jin Chen” An Zi Xi wanted to say a complete sentence, but the big hand that stopped on her chin didn’t let her go. “What … do you want to do?” An Zixi’s voice was somewhat fragmented. Because her chin was pinched, it made her face ache.
Tang Jin Chen did not reply. Instead, he looked at An Zi Xi with eyes that looked at his prey. Then, he bent down and kissed An Zi Xi’s red lips.
An Zixi struggled and waved his hand forcefully, but his hands were sealed by Tang Jin Chen.
“Tang Jin Chen” An Zi Xi was forced by Tang Jin Chen to have nowhere to retreat.
Tang Jin Chen bit into her ear, causing An Zi Xi’s cheeks to turn red, but in Tang Jin Chen’s eyes, it was even more attractive. Tang Jin Chen’s rationality could no longer be pulled back, but he was dominated by the desire in his heart, while An Zi Xi could only bear it.
In the morning, sunlight leaned in through the windowsill, brightening the room, and the curtains floated gently in the gentle breeze.
On the pure white bed, An Zixi’s thick eyelashes moved. She opened her eyes and saw the surroundings. She immediately frowned and sat up.
The big bed was messy and wrinkled, and the room was full of charm.
The quilt slipped off her body, and she could clearly see that her body was covered in red marks.
An Zixi moved and felt pain all over her body. Recalling last night’s blurry experience, she suddenly looked out of the door. The door was half-closed and she could see Tang Jin Chen outside through the crack in the door.
An Zixi’s head went blank for a few seconds, and then he turned to look at a mirror beside the bed. His hair was messy, his cheeks were flushed red, and there were dense red marks on his neck. It looked very eye-catching, but these marks seemed to tell her that Tang Jin Chen really treated her as Li Qing had said. She was just a plaything, and did not show any pity.
What she did not expect was that Tang Jin Chen would treat her like this. This made her even more chilled. Everything in the past seemed to be fake. The red marks on her body shouted. She was foolishly toyed with by Tang Jin Chen, but she seemed to have carelessly wanted to give everything to him. Back then, she trusted him so much that she was in such a desperate situation.
With a squeak, the door was pushed open and Tang Jin Chen walked in with breakfast.
An Zixi’s heart skipped a beat. She raised her eyes to look at Tang Jin Chen who had pushed the door open and entered. She wore a fitted suit that revealed his perfect figure. There was a warm smile on the corner of his mouth, causing her to be in a trance.
But if the pain from last night hadn’t reminded her, she would have thought that Tang Jin Chen was still the same as before, and that the relationship between them was still the same, but nothing would have returned to the past.
An Zixi subconsciously tightened his grip on the quilt. This action made Tang Jin Chen frown. Along with An Zixi’s movements, Tang Jin Chen also saw the dense red marks on An Zi Xi’s body. Those marks seemed to be reminding him of how crazy he was last night.
Tang Jin Chen lowered his head unnaturally. Perhaps he really shouldn’t have treated An Zi Xi like that last night.
He put his breakfast on the table at the side and walked to the bedside to sit down. Then, he looked straight at An Zixi and said, “Zixi, I’m sorry for last night.”
An Zixi did not reply, nor did he look at him.
Seeing that An Zixi ignored him, Tang Jin Chen continued, “Zi Xi, I know you have some complaints against me, but you refuse to say anything. I can only …”
“So, you can continue to play with me like this.” An Zixi slowly turned to look at Tang Jin Chen with a cold gaze.
Hearing An Zixi’s words, Tang Jin Chen looked at her in disbelief, “In your heart, am I such a person?”
“Yes.” An Zixi replied, his eyes filled with determination. “Tang Jin Chen, let me go! I don’t want to be your doll anymore.”
An Zixi clenched his fists tightly, and his fingertips were right in front of her palms. Because he was too hard, it hurt her. However, her expression was very calm, as if nothing could shake her hard heart anymore.
Tang Jin Chen’s gaze was deep. He had originally thought that An Zi Xi was just angry and would recover soon, but what he didn’t expect was that An Zi Xi didn’t trust him in the slightest.