Dear Commander-in-Chief - Chapter 2919
2919 Chapter 2922 she really wanted to be a bad woman
Fu Qingyun smiled slowly and said in a clear voice, “Yes, it’s very obvious.”
Xiao Ning was upset. “Are you a mind reader? How can you tell that I’m not in a good mood from so far away?”
Fu Qingyun was silent for a moment and said, “Miss Ning, do you remember what I told you before? When I was young, my family sent me abroad to study.”
Xiao Ning replied, “I remember.”. “You also said that your family only sent a servant to train your independence, but they never did any housework for you. You had to do everything by yourself.”. “Oh Yeah, you even washed your socks yourself, Hehe…”
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Fu Qingyun smiled in embarrassment. “You remember the socks very well. Actually, I haven’t told you yet. I haven’t been abroad all the time.”
Xiao Ning said, “Oh, you came back in between? Is that why you speak Chinese so well?”
Fu Qingyun nodded. “Yes, I came back for a short period of time. It was my hard work that allowed my family to give me a chance to come back and study in the sixth grade.”. However, I did not learn Chinese at that time. At that time, I was very withdrawn. I could not speak Chinese properly and had a foreign accent. My classmates were always laughing at my accent, accusing me of always getting a perfect score on a foreign language exam, and complaining that my composition was like a thesis, unlike all of them. No one wanted to be friends with me. Even so, I still tried to stay. But my grandfather said to me, Qingyun, you don’t have to stay. The country is not for you. You are not happy. You still have to go abroad to study. “I was very depressed. I thought to myself, can you tell whether I’m happy or not? “I’m not convinced.”
Xiao Ning listened to Fu Qingyun’s childhood with interest. The image of a slightly lonely and stubborn little boy appeared in front of her eyes. “And then?”
Fu Qingyun said, “Then one day, I passed by the floor-to-ceiling mirror at home and accidentally glanced at it. I realized that my entire brows were locked. I pursed my lips like a little old man and looked lifeless. I was stunned. I did not realize how unhappy I was. I thought returning to China was something I had always wanted to do, but my unhappiness was still written all over my face. “Turns out, a person’s emotions can not be hidden.”
Xiao Ning sighed. “Yeah…”
They could not be hidden.
Just like how she had to convince herself 10,000 times to understand Liu rushi’s “Relapse”and to understand a woman who had gone through such a tragic and painful experience.
But to be honest, deep down, she really wanted to be a bad woman. She wanted to take Bai Yeyuan away from Liu Rushi and never see her again for the rest of her life.
But could Bai Yeyuan really not see Liu Rushi for the rest of his life?
This time, it was just an illness, so Bai Yeyuan was used to it and didn’t want to visit her.
What if Liu Rushi succeeded in suicide next time and was dying in bed?
Or maybe Liu Rushi’s self-harm behavior had escalated, and she needed more rigorous treatment and care?
She couldn’t control herself from thinking about these uncomfortable things.
These possibilities existed in the future, and they were like a huge stone that flew from the sky out of nowhere, pressing down on her heart, making her breathless and in a bad mood.
Fortunately, Fu Qingyun patiently explained to her, “Later, after I understood this, I took the initiative to tell my grandfather that I was willing to go abroad. At least at the learning stage, I was more accustomed to foreign teaching methods. I could study the subjects I was interested in in the way I liked. I didn’t have to think too much about personal relationships. I was lonely, but I grew up very quickly. I was 16 years old and already had a doctor of laws degree. At 18 years old, I officially practiced in foreign courts and became the youngest judge… Later, I got the title of Lord Chancellor…”
